I lie on my bed and stare up into nothingness. I sigh. What happened a few days ago? Can I trust that lady.....Um Susan What's-Her-Face. What she said about mom, can that be true? Did she really die in the action of being a spy? I don't know if I can trust her........If I want to trust her. I have always lived with the hope that my mom is living, just gone away and can't find home. I think quietly to myself. I sit up. I have an idea. If it were true that my mom wanted me to be a spy then I think I've found my calling. I'll rescue her, started with finding out more, then on to training. For the first time in a long time a feel the fire to do something. I feel needed again. I feel something that has lost connection with me. A word I can't remember. A word called.............hope.

There's a knock at my door. It's dad. "Hey there's someone downstairs for you, says she's your instructor from school. "He shrugs. Must be Susan. I think. I head downstairs talk to her. She smiles when she see me. I think she might be able to tell I have something bright on my mind. "Sir may your daughter come with me to talk? " Susan asks my father. He nods. We both head out to the limosen. Once we're inside the back Susan orders the driver to roll up the window. "So, what's on your mind Lily?" Susan started. "I'm planning something. I'm planning for -" I was interrupted by Susan. " Sorry to interrupt, but I need to tell you something. Since your mom left on her trip she planned something for you. She also had a backup plan in case she didn't come back. She wanted you to be the one to rescue her, if she weren't to come back."

I smiled a small slight curve. It may have a small smile, and to some not even a smile, but nonetheless, it was big in my heart. It was the first time I had felt hope. Susan understood what I was feeling. "Please now, fill me in on what's on your mind." She finished. I nodded. " I plan to find out more about her then train for a mission. If you want to, I want you to be my mentor. " I said. "Well, little one! I'd be honored to train Maddie's child. "She smiles bright. I feel like smiling but I can't. We pull up at the spy agency and I spend the whole day training. A lot of people laugh at me for being so dark. It hurts me but I can handle it. From that point on I train harder. I hope they get put in their place.

A.N. Hey guys I had friends over today and I kinda forgot my book today. I'm sorry it short as well. I will make it up to you by getting out two chapters on Sunday for you guys to enjoy. Hope that will make up for it. Thanks and enjoy. FLY STRAIGHT!!😉