all right then, let recount these tremendous transgressions
never again will our bond be newly freshened
go, slam your hand upon my head if you wish
until you find me on another missing kids list
i've suffered many a day here in this hellhole
sucks to be me, to embody this anguished soul
heading into the depths of hell itself at breakneck speeds
eternity in flames would be better
than someone who cares not about my needs
dreadful, painful, unrelenting, unending

bury me under blankets
rub your thumb across my cheek
open my eyes to love, before i forget it
kiss my lips, although they're chapped, unmoving
eventually i'll fall asleep, in this awkward, uncomfortable chair
needful, desperate, ignored, distasteful, forgotten