Honest, kind, always tryna be bright
But why does it feel like I'm a lil too much
Innocent, cautious, a little bit mysterious
It always feels like everyone will misjudge

I'm so sick, I'm so tired, I feel so undesired
I don't stick up for myself and I get hurt
I deny, say I don't budge, but I feel too much
But I don't react, I'm just curt

Close my eyes, cover my ears, fight the tears
as my brain whispers cruel words to me
Doubt myself, overthink, I always fight to unthink
But it keeps reminding, nothing's as good as it seems

I'm know I'm dumb, I'm fighting to be numb
Fighting to take all emotions and throw in a bin
It might not be fair but I don't care
I'm tired of lettings things get under my skin