II | that you're

The moon is an interesting satellite, it's everyone's favorite ; when in all reality it is just a piece of spherical stone that steals the Sun's light and orbits the earth.

The sun, the center of the universe, who burns itself to give us light, wakes us up, and shows us the world and all that's in it ; is probably the most cursed upon star.

Am I the sun or the moon?

Jeongguk lay awake in the unholy hours of dawn, his sleepless mind buzzing with unnecessary thoughts as it always does. He stared at the withdrawing moon and at the rising sun, not sparing his eyes for the little specks of stardust that made his eyes sparkle.




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We are like the stars. We may feel small and insignificant, but take one step closer, and you'll see that we're bigger and brighter than the sun itself. We shine the brightest in darkness and lead the way for the one's that are lost. We bring beauty to the vast void of the night sky and bring a smile to those around us.

If you don't feel like that, look at yourself a little closer and learn to love yourself the way you are, because each star shines differently.

Lily smiled at the twinkling stars, the little lights brought her peace, and a sort of serenity that can only be found in fairy tales.

Her eyes slowly fluttered and closed, bringing her into the soft embrace of sleep.





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To say that Lily was restless was an understatement.

She had been staring at the clock in her office for the last 20 minutes. It was 10 minutes to 4, when her next appointment with the mystery patient would take place.

She tried her best not to think about him and tried to enjoy her warm cup of tea as her eyes flitted over to the photo on her desk. It showed 7 boys with laughter and happiness etched on their faces. They never failed to give Lily confidence and strength. They were the only reason Lily reached this successful position at the age of 25 ,following her dreams, despite it all, truly happy.

Lily met or rather googled BTS when she was 18, after compulsion Natasha who was rather obsessed with the 7 boys. After that she fell into the varying realms of the fandom rather quickly. To say that BTS changed her life (along with the other millions of ARMY's) would be an understatement. Their passion to cause, encouragement to loving yourself and will to make their own path in the world had helped Lily to embrace her identity as a human being, and follow her path as a psychologist despite her parents' oppositions.

As Lily got up to adjust her coat, a knock was heard, "Come in" she said rather formally and widened her eyes in shock as she observed the two men that entered her office.

One who was tall and had a small smile that didn't quite show his deep dimples, but Lily knew it existed. He walked with a sense of authority that reflected his leadership. He held his younger close as if he would disappear if he let go.

The other looked different from how he did in his last and Lily's first concert ever. He leaned greatly on his hyung and looked down. Despite agreeing to this meeting the other day, the younger had still greatly protested when his hyung forced himself inside the younger's apartment and pulled him outside into the sun that shined too brightly for his liking. He was now led to what seemed like a psychologist's office.

Lily quietly observed his disheveled hair and his face that was ghostly with an insatiable void.

His face was the last thing she saw as she whispered his name and hit the ground.





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Namjoon watched in horror as the doctor widened her round eyes, whispered Jungkook's name and hit the ground.

Jackson had mentioned that she was an ARMY, however anything about the probabilities of her fainting wasn't brought up.

Namjoon had heard a great deal about this young doctor who wore a bee striped tights and a plain white tee under her large coat. He had heard about her life, her beliefs and her pain; as the result of a drunken night spent talking to Jackson and Jinyoung.

They seemed to adore the woman; Jackson had instantly taken a protective streak once Namjoon had mentioned her. It was only after several warnings,precautions, persuasion and the likes; that Lily was finally allowed to be Jungkook's doctor.

However, what amazed him the most was the hint of smile that flashed across Jungkook's stoic features, as he took in the girl and the way she whispered his name.





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Lily felt like she was in one of those electric vibrating chair things at the mall.

Someone was shaking her frantically and that someone was about to get punched.

Her hand hit someone in the eye before she could open her own.

"Ow", a familiar deep raspy voice groaned.

Lily looked unapologetic as she replied, "That was unintentional but you deserved it anyway."

Jackson was bewildered, "What? Why?!Why would I deserve the wrath of your tiny but powerful hands? I was doing you a favor, I basically set you up with your favorite idol!"

"What the hell?! My hands are not tiny!" Lily exclaimed, "Also, please explain to me, my wonderful oppa, how you are doing me a favor by bringing in Jungkook as my patient. It's literally against the law."

Jackson was caught off-guard, "Against what law?"

"The law that says we're not allowed to treat family members or anyone related to us personally, which obviously means that I cannot treat Jungkook, duh"

"What?! You're not related to Jungkook!", and added as an after thought, "Are you?"

"Of-course I am, do you know how many times I've mentally married Jungkook", Lily said as it was common knowledge.

Jackson let out an exasperated sigh, "Oh my God, Lils. You‐"

Jackson was cut off by a sudden knock on the door, it opened to reveal an amused Namjoon.

"You guys know we can hear you, right?"

Lily face-palmed.

How many more times am I going to embarrass myself in front of Bangtan members?

"I-", Namjoon raised his hand to silence Lily's predictable excuses.

"Dr.Han"' he started kindly, "I honestly do not care if you have married Jungkook in your overactive imagination or in real life. I've heard so many things about you and have proper conviction that if anyone is capable to bring our old Jungkook back, it's you. So please, take this case. Not as an ARMY, not as if you're treating a BTS member, but as a human being. Please. It can only be you."

Lily's self-doubting nature resurfaced, "How can it only be me? I'm just me. I don't even have that much experience."

"I just know it. Only you can do it because you are you, Dr.Han. You don't even have to treat him, just be yourself. Our Kook will come around."

"Call me Lily, Namjoon-ssi"

"That was so cheesy; I'm hungry now"

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