YOONGI
yura, how are you?
i hope you're doing fine
up there

—
he crouched in front of her grave, where he lit two little white candles and laid a bouquet of tulips. he unfolded his tiny portable chair and sat on it. taking out the laptop from his bag, he slouched and started typing.
—

YOONGI
okay, we're writing a song today
you know the drill, my love

—
he smiled at the heavens and started humming a spontaneous tune. he doesn't know what song that is, or if that song even existed. he hummed the way she used to when they were composing his songs, the soft melody coming out from her lips were the pattern his fingers followed as the lyrics come abruptly from his mind. they didn't need a musical instrument, or a recorder, or a guide, they just needed each other to complete a song.
—

YOONGI
it's only winter here
even in August, winter is here

YOONGI
how does that sound to you?
mom told me there's gonna
be a snow storm next week
i hope it'll pass soon,
the members and i are really
excited to promote our next single

YOONGI
my heart makes time run
like a snowpiercer left alone

YOONGI
you're probably cringing
at my lyrics right now
please don't tell the other
angels about how bad my
compositions are

YOONGI
i wanna hold your hand
and go to the other side of the earth
to end this winter
how much longing has to fall like snow
for the spring days to come?

YOONGI
you know this will
be a lot easier if you're here
you make a lot of things
in my life easier

YOONGI
i wouldn't mind this
long snow season
if you're alive to keep me warm

YOONGI
the other angels are probably
enjoying your corny jokes
ahhhh i'm jealous

—
he closed his laptop and lay beside her grave like it was his typical picnic site. he folded his hands under his head and talked to the blue dome above where the birds flew freely. he didn't mind the pile of snow under his skin, even the mere thought of her could send a blanket of warmth to his body.
—

YOONGI
what could've happened
if you're still here?
if i had known that
you'd be gone too soon,
i would've asked you to
marry me the first time we met
at that fan meeting

YOONGI
it's funny how you told me i was
your idol but it turned out
you were mine

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