One two three four
Seconds pass before smiles
Turn to anger

One two three
In an instant,
The world breaks

One two
Ripped from me,
The family I loved

One
Cast out,
Called toxic

I'm dying
Inside, the heart shatters

I'm
Screaming

They can't hear me
They don't WANT to hear me

One day
It's all gone

Two seconds
The world breaks

Three minutes
The blood flows

Four hours
Unconsciousness

Doing this alone
Is impossible

I was
Barely alive

Now I'm dying
Slowly the life leaves my eyes

Do they know
No...
Do they care
No.

I'm
Lost
Without them

One of my best friends betrayed me
Lied to me
Kept it a secret for so long

Trust shatters,
So easily

I bleed on the shards

Red against clear,
Shimmering in the harsh blueish light of a closet

It's so pretty
It almost distracts me from the pain

But
It returns

My heart bleeds

Nobody is around
Nobody's still here

Toxic
Poisoning the people around it

They
Leave me

And I wonder
If I might die

One two three four
Now it's all over, there's blood on the floor