The sudden, forceful coming together in direct contact of two bodies is a collision. In physics though when particles or solid bodies move toward each other and come near enough to interact and exert a mutual influence is a collision that interests this author. 

The resulting effect is mind blowing thing of beauty that lives on forever in the mind and heart. A sight so colorful and will forever live in your memory if you see something like that. It's so beautiful, amazing but science never writes about the beauty of such things. Only provides the logical explanations. 

Science also explains the stars as huge celestial bodies composed of gas, light and heat but it doesn't capture the beauty and essence of them in words. But again that's why Muses are present.

Stories of love have been written. Some beautiful, some tragic but in all of them, there is always a hero and heroine. There are collisions in all of them at a certain point. The story i am about to tell is no different but it holds a different collision. I have read vastly from Austen to Bronte to Hardy to the great of Shakespeare the Bard of Avon, Charles Dickens, Rudyard Kipling and so many others. I love classics and all the dreams of love they bring up. 

The childish soul Kipling preserves in the secret garden. The tragedies of Love and vicissitudes that woe them. I have always dreamed of such love. To find a man, my knight in shinning armor to save me and sweep me off my feet like in most romance novels I have read. I found that love, the love that saved my life like literally saved my life but not in the man I expected. 

I never thought in my life I would so wholly be selflessly be consumed by another person. Love them with the very thing that makes me who Iam, love them so fundamentally without restraint, without expectations. I never expected to be capable of loving so deeply entirely. I have no way of explaining how he completely crushed through and got to me. 

All I know all the amazing writers and poets who write about the amazing meeting of minds and collision of hearts forgot to write about this kind of love because it is entirely something different and I wish I was warned. 

Only Katherine Hathaway got close when she said "There is nothing better than the encouragement of a good friend." And she was partially right. But others... maybe they didn't know it was there or maybe it's just ignored. I also ignored it until I met him. Or until he found me. And then there was an impact.

I closed my notebook after tearing out the page I had finished angrily dumping it in the trash. I was supposed to be writing a poem but my state of mind couldn't allow it. It was alright. It will be a year. I will forget him. I exited the restaurant.

I have to endure one year.