My name is Gwen Stacy and I know that you know that I'm spiderwoman you that I use to have a lesbian crush on my best friend Jala Howard who in her world is known as Spidergirl the side kick of the new spiderman Miles Morales my other friend. I'm... missing something and I don't know what ever since I got back to my universe, I couldn't stop thinking about..her. I gone back to their universe ready to confess to Jala my feelings but it was perfectly clear to me that girls wasn't the things that she is into and to make matters worse...she got pregnant with her and Miles first child. A daughter Anastasia Alicia Morales their little girl, now I know that I can never change her mind now not because that she has a kid but because her and Miles are getting married and they love each other deeply and passionately and I can't break that up it wouldn't feel right. I looked up at Peter and the others along with aunt May Peni was wiping tears from her eyes. Wow this is pretty sad and hard core. Said Noir, well I guess you can find someone in your world to fill that empty void that Jala had filled in your heart. No.. I can't Peter I mean ever since I came to Jala and Miles' universe I've gotten stupidity close to her and I shouldn't have now it's going to kill me inside because she wants me to be her bridesmaid at her wedding! What am I going to do? Aunt May sat next to me look dear I know it's hard dealing with losing a lover or someone you love believe me I've been there..twice but it's great to find new love ever once and while now and then. Yeah come on kiddo you a god baby, a little girl you will do great. After that I went to Jala and Miles house it started to rain perfect just what I need! I swing near the window where Miles and Jala was in bed together it broke my heart but at the same time I knew that they were happy..she was happy. The next day I arrived at Jala's house seeing her holding Anastasia in her arms as she looked on her phone  hey there. Gwen! She got up hugging me hey there lil one auntie Gwen is here! She handed me the baby then I froze for some reason she looked..just Miles but she had Jala's eyes. She's.. beautiful. Thanks her daddy thinks so too. Where is he? Saving the city as usual he doesn't want me to go with him but I just the fan vids on YouTube to see what he's doing. Wait he has a channel? Yep he's doing great and.. I want to be there to support him like I use to. We talked for a little bit until Miles came home hey babe. Hey Miles look who missed her daddy. Hey princess papa's home. He said kissing her cheek smiling he loved his little girl so much I could tell by the way he smiles and looks at her that he's happy. I said my hello and good bye as I walked in the rain  thinking about Jala and all the year that I've known her along with the days, months, seconds, minutes and hours, and yet I know that I will continue missing something that is already taken.