Hello my name is Gwen Stacy I'm now 19 years old and I have a secret.. I have a crush on my friend Jala Howard. I know it's odd but I didn't know my sexualiy but now I know I like girls, but my problem is that she doesn't like girls she's straight and she likes him Miles Morales. She could have the kindness to tell me instead of getting pregnant by him, her being with me I could have treat her better and love her more then him but she don't like girls girls girls like me even though she don't swing that way that won't take my true feelings for her away, I could be a bitch and tell her a million reason why being with me would be better then him, that I can treat her right and have her in my arms but she doesn't like girls girls girls girls like me. I remember when I got attached to her when I met her I felt my heart different but it broke when I found out that I'm not something she's really into, she didn't even know that I liked before my confused sexualiy crisis kicked in and Miles showed up but after that I found out that I like girls girls girls girls like her, even though she don't swing that way that won't Change the true way I feel about her away and now she's marrying him and my heart is breaking in pieces no matter how hard I wish I know that she'll never in her life like girls girls girls girls girls like me. I made to her house seeing her, Miles and their daughter Anastasia in the living room I hate to be the jealous girl to break up a happy family, and I wish she knew that's it's me it's my painful heart ache and jealousy...but I'll still attend the wedding even of it's kills me on the inside, and I'll confess my true feelings and sexualiy that I will no longer hide. I swing by building by building I saw Jala hey. Oh Gwen what's up? Oh not much just visiting my ol friend. Heh that's nice. *Damn she's cute!* Uh listen how about we go out? We haven't clubbing in what a year? A month actually. Huh new record we laughed well I have to go see ya! Bye I love you! What? Uh nothing I said I'll see you. Oh ok bye! I facepalm myself "I love you?" Really Gwen?!