Back when me, Miles and Jala was in school I use to love looking at her some of the other girls and guys said I was a creep but I didn't care she was so beautiful especially when she's in her spider suit. I close my eyes but she's still there, I let her steal away in my locked broken heart it's more then I can bare. Now I know she'll never leave me even if she runs away she'll still torment me, calm me, hurt me come what may, I'll fool myself She'll walk right in and be with me forever more. I crush the fading of the light, though she's swung so far from my reach she's never out of my sight, now I know she'll never leave me even if she fades from view she will still inspire me,  be apart of everything I do wasting in my lonely class waiting for her to come in, I'll fool myself she'll walk right in, and that my long lonely nights will come to an end , I'll think about what might have been waiting here forever Mooorrreee! I heard clapping I turned around seeing Miles and Jala wow Gwen I didn't know that you could sing said Jala I blushed,.my heart raced crazy as I screamed in my head...uhh thanks oh look at the time gotta go! But it's lunch time still Gwen- she's gone. Oh well we'll see her later. I made home looking in the mirror I got so make up out trying to look beautiful more beautiful, the better, and the more she might fall in love with me. She will torment, me calm ,me  never hurt me, move me, love me come what may, I rage against the trails of love I crush the fading of the light though she's already flown so far beyond my reach she's never out of my sight! She will still inspire me be apart of everything I do wasting in my lonely room waiting by an open door , I'll fool myself she'll walk right in  and as my lonely nights continues to begin I'll think about what could have been as I wait here forever more! I said looking at myself with pink lipstick on with black mascara and eyeliner I wiped it off I got my diary and wrote: "Dear diary my heart is breaking in pieces and my still aching, longing for her, to smell her, touch her but he's touching her, smelling her, he's gone so far to deceive me as to taste her he and goes on and on about fucking her I've seen it myself I would do better mark my words Miles Morales you will be no more and Jala will. Be. Mine. And you can't stop me!"