Y/N's P.O.V

I'm now sat outside the place Laura brought us to.

The other's are planning to attack Cassandra's base tomorrow, but I'm not going with 'em.

As I sit by the fire I look over to see Laura coming over to me.

Y/N: Hey, I'm not lookin' for company.

Laura: You look alot like the Y/N I knew. Like an exact copy.

Y/N: Well, I am his doppelganger. And he's mine, or was.

Laura: Good point. Y/N was always there to help me. To help anyone.

I look at her.

Laura: You may not believe it right now, but you're a good man, Y/N.

I chuckle.

Y/N: Well, according to the TVA I'm actually the worst Y/N, the worst Spider-Man.

I sigh.

Y/N: So, where you and the other Y/N together.

Laura: Why do you ask?

Y/N: Well, given how you talk about him and how you looked at me when you saw my face... it makes me think that something was going on between you.

She sighs.

Laura: No, no. We weren't together, not like that.

I chuckle.

Y/N: Let me guess, he fucked it up.

She tilts her head.

Y/N: It's happened to me before.

Laura: No, it wasn't like that. We were close though. He was my first real friend. Aside from my dad he showed me what it was like to have some care and love you.

She sighs.

Laura: I did have feelings for him though. I always hoped we'd become more than friends someday.

Y/N: But you never got the chance. I'm sorry.

Laura: It's okay. I never got the chance to tell him either. I can't help but think that if I had told him, he might not be dead now.

I nod.

Y/N: I get that.

She looks at me.

Laura: I got to keep on living because of you. Alot of people on my Earth did. 

Y/N: Well, on my Earth alot of people died because of me. Trust me, Laura. I'm no hero.

Laura: That suit you're wearing underneath says different.

I look down.

Y/N: Yeah. You like it?

Laura: I do.

I chuckle.

Y/N: It was a gift from my girlfriend, Felicia Hardy.

Laura: Black Cat?

Y/N: Yeah. She always begged me to wear it. I always told her I like it, but it wasn't my style. It wasn't until after she died I started to wear. Just to remember her, you know.

She nods.

Laura: What happened, Y/N? Please, tell me.

I sigh.

Man, I really need to get it off my chest.

Y/N: It was two years ago. My Earth's Tony Stark created an A.I known as Ultron. He was obsessed with created him he said...

Laura: He wanted a suit of armor around the world.

I nod.

Y/N: Yeah.

Laura: Tony Stark crated Ultron on my Earth too.

Y/N: Oh. Well, anyway he became even more obsessed with it after Pepper died.

I sigh.

Y/N: Anyway, we told him it was a bad idea, all of us. Me, Steve, Bruce, Natasha. Everyone. But he went and did it anyway. He created Ultron because he came to believe that the Avengers were apart of the world's problems. And Ultron believed it too. After that Tony become Dr. Doom. We faced him and Ultron in Sokovia along with the Maximoff twins, but it wasn't enough. We failed and millions died. Clint and I were the only ones left. The other's were dead... Steve, Felicia, Natasha, Bruce, Logan.

She looks at me.

Laura: My dad was there?

I nod.

Y/N: Yep. We lost other's too. My parents, Clint's family. They were gone. After that Clint and I spent two months trying to stop Tony and Ultron. We managed to stop Ultron with some help from HYDRA, but Clint died in the process. He gave his life to stop Ultron. Tony was pissed when Ultron was destroyed, so he took revenge on me.

Laura: How?

Y/N: He exposed my secret identity to the world. And he told them I was to blame for what happened in Sokovia. So, I went after Tony. I...

I feel tears run down my face.

Laura: It's okay. You don't have to say it. I get it.

Y/N: No. No, I need to say this.

I sigh.

Y/N: I went after Tony and we fought. We fought for what seemed like days. Eventually, I took him down and I was... I was gonna kill him, but I couldn't. I just couldn't. Anyway, he tried to kill me with this new weapon he had. I avoid, but it killed him instead. I lost fucking everything.

Laura: Y/N, I'm so sorry that happened to you.

I nod.

She looks at me.

Laura: We're heading to Cassandra's base at first light.

I shake my head.

Y/N: Good luck. It's not fight.

Laura: We can't pull this off without you, Y/N. And you know it.

After that she stands up and walks away.

Y/N: Whoever you think am I, you've got the wrong guy. I'm not that guy anymore. 

Laura stops and turns to face me.

Laura: Yes, you are. You just don't see it. You're a hero, Y/N. It doesn't matter what Earth you're from. Y/N L/N is always a hero, with or without Spider-Man.

She then continues walking away.

I sigh.

Y/N: Goddammit.

She's right.