are you gonna leave, just like the rest?
are you gonna watch, as I steal my breath
do you even care, in anyway at all? 
will you hold my hand, or watch me fall
I have to learn how, I let people go
when it hurts more, when there's less high than low
but at what point, can I turn away
can I really defend, that I just can't stay
I apologize, if I let you down
you spilled your tears, in them I shall drown
don't deserve you, or anything at all
but I want to talk, I want you to call
I miss your smile, the way you ruffle your hair
I want to see you, want to cry when you're not there
how do you stay here, why don't you hate me
do you really care, or are you just crazy
or are you the same, don't know when to quit
I'm sorry my love, blood spills from my wrist