Disclaimer: I do not under any circumstance own Transformers. I only own my Oc, and my plot twists that I add.~Hannah

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It's taking all of my will to not burst out into tears. After seven or six years of being alone...I finally found the one being who made me feel...wanted. Sure the Witwicky family loves me like their own, and cares for me, they can't care for me like Sparky does. The way Sparky cares for me makes me feel like she's my real mother; even if she isn't.

'Sparky..I've missed you so much.' I smile broadly when I feel a very familiar warmth wash over my body.

'I've waited so long to be able to hear you once again young one.' Oh.

'I am so sorry Sparky! I should have kept the bond open...instead of blocking it.'

'Sweetspark..why did you block the bond? Did you not want me with you anymore?' My eyes widen in pure horror. Not want her anymore!?

'N..no Sparky! I was just....' I can't finish. Now that I actually think about it, I never really had a reason to block our bond. I guess...I just forgot about her...until recently.

'Sparky I am so sorry for...forgetting you...I..guess I just wanted to forget the pain.' I guess not being able to be with her made the pain worse, and I couldn't stand it.

'Ca...can you forgive me Sparky? Can you forgive me for forgetting you?'

....

My heart sinks. She doesn't forgive me, and hates me for forgetting her...for leaving her.

'I never wanted to leave you. I only wanted to be with you Sparky. Honest.'

....

'I know I don't deserve your love or your care. I left you with these horrible men...and they hurt you. And I just..left you.' I can't help as a tear slips out of my eye. I honestly feel horrible about forgetting her.

'Tanya.' My breath catches in my throat.

She really is upset with me.

'Y-yes Sparky?' Even if I'm only speaking mentally, I know my voice cracked.

'What did I tell you the day you left?' Huh?

'That we still have our bond? But..' I gasp as I feel a tug in my chest.

Our bond cord.

'Indeed I did say that, but I don't mean that. What three words did I say before you left?' A smile finds it way onto my face as I remember her three final words.

'Forever and always.' I say softly.

'Indeed. I know you did not mean to forget me, you would never.' I smile sadly.

'But that doesn't give me any reason to forget you...I should have-' Although another tug on our bond cord stops me.

'Do not be silly Sweetspark. Even if you think it was wrong of you to forget me..it was necessary.' Why would forgetting the person I love the most be necessary?

'Necessary? Why would it be necessary?' Sparky softly chuckles; the sound softly vibrating inside my head.

'If you wouldn't have forgotten me, the pain of being separated from me would have been too great for you. Since you forgot me, the pain slowly faded away. But you are now with me..besides..there is something you need to do.'

'Alright I..understand. But what do I need to do?'

'Just let fate play its card.' Is all I get as a response.

I sigh and look around the room I'm currently in. The room is bare, with only a steel bed in the corner.

Nothing else.

'Huh...just like my old room.'

BANG!

I yelp as a loud banging sound emits from outside my room. What the hell?

"Put the alien in the room across from Subject 731!" A guard shouts. Wait...alien? Bee!

As soon as I hear the men walk away I scoot (since my hands are tied behind my back..once again.) over to the door.

'Lets see if I can actually stand.'

'Do not doubt yourself young one.'

With help from Sparky's encouraging words I heave myself to my feet, that way I can look out of the small window on the door.

At first when I look out the window, I see nothing. But as I shift my eyes the slightest bit to the left, my eyes widen.

"Barricade!?"

~3rd Person Pov~

The occupants of the helicopter sit in awkward silence; none of them willing to start a conversation.

"So.." Sam starts.

"What they get you for?" The blonde haired female asks. Sam can't help but notice that she has an Australian accent. Sam gives a nervous smile.

"My sister and I bought cars...they turned out to be alien robots." The young black male that's seated next to the blonde mouths 'wow' in astonishment.

"I'm Maggie by the way, and this is Glenn." Maggie introduces; Glenn gives a small wave.

"I'm Sam."

"Mikaela."

"You said you had a sister right? Where is she?" Glenn asks noticing the missing occupant. Sam lowers his head sadly.

"She...was captured when she tried saving my car. And these assholes are probably going to experiment on her..again." Maggie and Glenn gasp in horror, their eyes wide.

"Experiment on her? Sector 7?" Mikaela asks this time. Sam nods sadly, looking out the window with down cast eyes.

"Yeah..it isn't the first time either, but," Sam has a smirk on his face as he speaks. "They better hope to god she doesn't kill them when she gets out."

~Tanya's Pov~

"What are you doing here?" I hiss, backing away from the door.

"None of your business fleshling." Barricade growls.

I never expected to see OR hear from him again. Let alone be this close again!

'Sparky what is he doing here?'

'Why don't you ask?' My mouth flies open.

"I am not talking to the likes of him!" I snarl; sending the door a look of pure hatred.

"I can hear you fleshling!"

"Good!" I shout.

'Sparky you can't honestly expect me to talk to him!' I can feel Sparky sending reassurance through the bond.

'Perhaps you misjudge him young one.' I scoff. Misjudge him? He tried killing me and Sam.

'Sparky he tried to kill me! And Sam!' Sparky hums in understanding.

'I understand your mistrust, but have you ever asked why. Perhaps he has a reason.' I sigh. She does have a point.

'Fine...I doubt it'll work though.'

With a short release of air I approach the door again.

"Hey..Barricade?" I call out hesitantly.

"What do you want fleshling?" Barricade growls from behind his door.

Just stay calm Tanya...just stay calm.

"Were you ordered to..you know...find us?" He only grunts in response. Okay...

"Did you want to do it? Are you tired of being bosses around? Tired of being shoved around like you're nothing?" Again he only grunts.

Okay I don't speak Barricade language, but I'm just going to say a grunt means yes.

"You know," I say softly. "You and I aren't that different."

"We are no where being similar. In any way." Barricade grumbles.

"Actually..we are. We both have been pushed around by people higher than us. Even hurt by those higher than us." I add the last part quietly.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Barricade mumbles. But by his tone, he does.

"Don't lie. I've heard stories about Megabitch. I know he hurts his men...that includes you." I smile when Barricade snorts when I call Megatron, Megabitch.

"And what if you are right. That doesn't mean you know how it feels."

I do know how it feels.

"That's where you're wrong Barricade. I do know how it feels."

'You are doing well young one.' I smile softly at her remark.

"I highly doubt it." Barricade snaps. I sigh sadly.

"My parents-my parental units- abused me, Barricade. My father-sire-would hit me almost every single day, and my mother-carrier-just laughed at my pain. One day they sold me to this place-Sector Seven. They experimented on me, and literally changed me." As I finish my short story of my life Barricade just sits in silence.

'Never thought I would surprise him.' Sparky chuckles.

"Your parental units..abused you?" Barricade asks. I can hear the sound of metal shifting. I guess he's getting closer to the door.

"Yeah..for about three years..until they sold me." As I look through the window my eyes widen when I see Barricade staring at me through his window. Now that I take a good look into his eyes, they don't look as evil as they used to.

"Does anyone know?" Barricade asks, not taking his eyes off mine. I shrug.

"Sam, the spazz you almost killed earlier, and Sp..." I trail off. I probably shouldn't mention Sparky.

'Go ahead Sweetspark. It will help.'

'If you say so Sparky.'

"Sam and Sparky are the only ones that know." I repeat. Barricade raises an optic ridge when I mention Sparky.

"Let me guess, Sparky is part of your imagination." I snort.

"You wish," I snicker silently. "Sparky, or as you know her as Allspark, is very much apart of me." I wish I had a camera. Barricade's reaction to what I just said is priceless!

"Allspark? As in the Allspark that the Decepticons have been looking for?" I nod slowly.

"Yup." I remark, popping the 'p'.

"How?" I smile happily at the memory.

"When they experimented on me, they forced her energy inside of me. Now she's part of me..and we share a bond." Barricade snorts in disbelief.

"You mean the Allspark is here?" I nod. "Megatron will be pleased." That catches my attention.

"So what if Megabtich is pleased. He'll use Sparky to take over the world. Where will that leave you? Hmm? You and every other Decepticon will be Megabitch's bitch. You're only pawns in his evil plan for complete power." I hiss, hoping he gets the message. He just sits in silence; thinking over what I just said.

"The choice is yours Barricade." I say softly. He grunts.

"What could you possibly mean fleshling?" I smile, turning to face him. His crimson red optics meeting icy blue eyes.

"I mean you don't have to be alone anymore." He jerks back a bit, but regains his composure.

"What could you possibly do for me that I can't do myself?" A lot more than you think Barricade.

"Help me, and I can give you a chance to restart. I'm not saying join the Autobots, but become neutral." He doesn't respond. I sigh in defeat and move away from the door.

I guess once a Decepticon always a-

CLANG!

I let out a scream of surprise as my door falls to the floor with a loud cling. When I look up my eyes widen.

"I accept your offer fleshling." Barricade says as he steps into my room. Well okay then!

"I'm glad you do." I say, smiling as his clawed servo unties my binds.

"What is our next course of action fleshling?" Barricade asks, lowering his servo for me. I hop onto his servo, clutching it as he brings me up to his shoulder.

"We go rescue Bumblebee." He nods, walking out the room.

"And Barricade." He grunts. "My designation is Tanya."

~Sexy Line Break~

Oh you see what I just did right there? 'Cade is neutral! Ever since watching the first movie, I'v always wondered what happened to him.

And please don't complain about Barricade being OOC. I'm doing my best to characterize him.

Dedication: @I_Will_Fly

Who helped me with Cade's holoform. WHICH WILL COME LATER SO DON'T FREAK OUT.

~Till all are one, stay fluffy~Hannah♡