Continued from the last part.....

Aarush's POV
Its been a week after the incident....she didn't talk to me and ignored me like plague, we both know we enjoyed every bit of the kiss , even though I didn't ask for her consent just dived to kiss her and trust me I feel disgusted about myself but I can never regret the kiss we shared after years I still feel like it was the first time I'm kissing her......the enjoyment was limited there were rumours flying that we both are dating...some stated we are just hooking up....the media came up many fascinating cook up stories its not that we actors don't have a bit of privacy in life , always rumoured about affairs, breakups, drunk all have became a part of a actors life...I didn't mind neither did Saira but it seems our parents did....my parents were constantly asking me about it I was scared what if my dad hit me.....the time when my parents knew about our breakup my family was furious...eventually my dad guessed that I was the one who fucked up and he didn't know what led our breakup , more than anger I felt they were upset and disappointed they even called Sai's family and apologized for my behavior and after that no one in my family talked to me except for puja.....after a month they finally talked to me...my father came up to me and said the words that stabbed me
"You disappointed me...I think I failed as a father who couldn't teach you to respect a girl .....you broke  a girl's heart who gave you everything who trusted you you gave you her heart in return of only love but you crushed her  heart and threw it that is not what a girl deserves especially the girl who loves you that was so unfair for her.......maybe we forgave you but that girl and her family will never forgive you .....just remember this my son if a woman cries because of a man then he is no longer deserved to called as a man" he patted me and went....I've always looked up to my parents their love for each is still the same. My dad never raised his hand on us , even there was times they had arguments but at the end of the day my dad will always make up for his mistakes he always says sorry even though my mom is wrong when I asked it he said
"Aarush you know women leave everyone for the man she married and next sacrifices every single thing for her husband and kids her world revolves around us but if my sorry makes her happy then I don't mind saying it daily she makes everything to make us happy and in return my sorry or the flowers or gifts are nothing" that's why I say I have the best parents..they showed how a healthy relationship looks like and when I compare myself to him I'm nothing ....one should learn how to ruin a perfect relationship  from me....the things I said and I did to her clearly shows how cheap I'm...how I wish everything was normal between us I can't change the past but definitely I can change the present for our better future....for now I should apologize to her...I tried to find her..I saw her she was in vanity sitting with vivek savoring a pastry and moaned at its taste and giggling with him I grinned seeing this as soon as vivek saw me he got up and left , she looked at everything except me
"Sai  just two minutes please" I pleaded her she nodded her head , she was constantly tapping her thighs with her hands showing her nervousness it is her habit...I held her hands and prevent from doing it
"Don't be nervous...I'm here to talk" she looked in my eyes as I cleared the throat
"Sai I'm sorry for the other night my intentions were not to make you uncomfortable its just that I was so into the moment and I couldn't control and I kissed you...it was magical and I don't regret our kiss its just that I couldn't ask you before kissing you I'm sorry for that "after a uncomfortable silence she said
"Its ok" what umm I was ready for her outburst but she forgave me so easily how on the earth is that even possible I was ready for everything a monologue but no she didn't even sound angry....Ummm thats little suspicious but ok
After that we went to do our scene after our makeup and stuffs my touch up was over I went to set  and Sanjay amd Raveena in deep discussion they were so involved they failed to notice my presence
I cleared my throat, they both smiled at me
"So what's going on "
"Oh nothing I was telling about my vacation"
"Oh right..." After few minutes I saw her coming but raveena pulled me and said her stories while I felt a eyes on me as soon as she noticed Saira she ran to her
"Hi Saira I'm Ravenna" she said Ravenna was so energetic person her energy her smile is so contiguous Sai too smiled with her and guess what I was left out
This happens when your girlfriend and best friend teams up I'm always proud of Sai...my girl never needs a intro because she's damn  popular thousands of fan pages, millions of followers she earned them by her hard work, dedication and passion towards her work after that we went to our do our scene and had a good dinner with my co stars Maybe I could fix everything......

Hey loves long time no see
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I'm really having bad cramps to tolerate I wrote this  for distraction so please ignore the mistakes hope you liked this update
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