ayana's p.o.v

I stood here shocked. 

WTF HINALIKAN NIYA AKO! HINALIKAN AKO NI JAIRUS! THIS FREAKIN JAIRUS-

Nabigla naman ako nang hinawakan niya ang braso ko while he is still kissing me. But sht, sumasabay ako sa halik niya? I hate him please. He just stole my first kiss!

Kailangan ko lang naman ng chocolates eh. Hindi halik puta.

Nabigla ako ng tumigil siya at tumingin sa'kin. I know he enjoyed that kiss. But me? Wtf. This guy is so annoying. So fcking annoying.

"Ayana.. n-nangdito na ang chocolates.. Sorry sorry please-"

Hindi ko na siya pinatapos at kinuha yung cellophane na dala niya. I glared at him at padabog na bumalik sa loob ng kwarto. 

Humiga ako sa kama.

"UGHHH!! JAIRUS JEON!"

Bakit niya ba ako hinalikan ah?

Ano ba!

Oy

Leche!

Shiiiiiiit

GANYAN BA SIYA KA-OBSESSED AH FUTAENA-

Nabigla naman ako nang may pumasok sa kwarto. 

Si Jairus.

Shit this guy is really annoying.

But that kiss.. Is different.

"Ayana.. sorry. I didn't meant to kiss you. I'm sorry, i'm sorry please. Mianhae.."

Umupo ako sa kama at tumingin sa kanya. Wth, UMIIYAK SIYA?

Tumayo kaagad ako at niyakap siya. I hate seeing guys crying. Kasi noon, ugh noon nga, I met a boy. Yes we're still teenagers (14) but he fell inlove with me.

He keeps crying infront of me, wala akong magawa kundi patahanin siya. But one time..

/flashback/

Nakaupo ako sa may swing sa playground. I was waiting for that boy that time. Yet he didn't came. I keep on waiting. 

Pupunta kaya siya? He promised me diba?

I cried. It's already 9pm and it's raining. I'm soaked. I am really soaked with rain, and also my face is soaked with tears.

Suddenly a guy sat beside the swing that I'm sitting in. He looks very sad. Mukhang natatakot rin nga ako baka sino to kasi bigla lang naman siyang tumabi sa'kin. Suddenly, i heard him cry.

A guy cried again, infront of me. 

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko when he suddenly uttered some words. 

"Shit. Shit."

He cursed again and again. He was crying heavily. 

Suddenly I didn't realized, I hugged him. 

Okay okay. I'm hugging a stranger. I don't even know this guy, pero alam kong he needs help. Nanlaki na naman ako sa sinabi niya. What.. the.

"My brother died. Jairo died. And it's her fault! Sana hindi siya pumunta rito! Sana mawala yung babaeng yun! That girl killed my brother! That fucking girl killed him.."

Hindi ako makasalita. I was frozen.

Jairo died? He died going here? So nagka-aksidente siya.. and It's my fault.

What the hell Ayana.

I cried once again at umalis sa pagkayakap. I ran away, still crying and crying. Regretting of what I've done.

Why did you left me alone? Jairo?

/end of flashback/

I didn't realized I was hugging him already. I also cried in his chest. Why did I even remember all this things right now?

"A-ayana.. bakit umiiyak ka?" he questioned me. 

I felt so evil. I killed a guy who loves me, but at the end, when I fell for him, he died. This is all a wrong timing.

"I killed a guy Jairus.. His name is Jairo and shit, I remembered him crying because of you."

Nanlaki ang mga mata niya and pushed me into the bed. His eyes was horrified. As if, he saw me sin long time ago. Natakot naman ako. His eyes was full of anger. I don't know why, but I think he hates me now.

"S-so.. You're the one who killed my brother?"

I left speechless.

"Ayana Kim?"

/ala malapit nang magtapos HAHAHAHA/