my day was great :>

actually though.

like, it's only morning and a bunch of good/decent things have happened.

so firstly, i've been talking to three of these irl girls (well okay, five if you count those two who popped in and out) and i actually laughed so hard. it was honestly super fun and stuff. like we texted throughout first period about random stuff and then called in second period and it was great. like, i'm going to have to wait a hot minute to go back to school and see what happens but idk, i might be friends with them.

plus, one lives two buildings down so that's nice. and one i met the other day and she seems to be my friend (i've known her for a little bit) and she's back in my classs.

okay and then now, my toxicish friend texted me. so we were choosing partners for a group project and i didn't pick her and she got m a d. because i'm hanging out with someone else.

so anyways, she wrote up something like she's breaking up with me and it made me laugh (w the girls) but she also made me feel bad because she seemed lonely?

and so then i apologized but i also told her that i didn't always pick the other girl (let's call her ellie). and then toxic girl threw a fit lmao and she made me feels bad.

props to my mom, rosie, sammy and honey for giving me some sense and telling me to tell her that she's not the only person in my life and i can't always hang out with her and that i'll do group projects with ellie and the others because i'm friends with them as well.

so i kinda got out everything i wanted to say (except some of it but i want to wait till actual school to have a full convo with her) and i'm happy. maybe she'll calm down this year and if so then cool and whatever but if not, then i'm going to drop her straight out.

anyways, the only bad thing about today is the fact that my internet is shit, but even that isn't a bad thing because i get to skip a lot of class. although it's kinda frustrating when i want to talk to you guys or text someone without my internet cutting out.

still, i thought today was a going to be bad day but it wasn't. idk i woke up tired and moody and ready to die but i guess that was because i was tired.

oh and except the fact that this teacher is making us 'sing' about maths and it's cringy af. but it's generally a good day, as bad teachers as i have (istg i had art and maths today and those two teachers are a no)

and now i need to charge my phone