Later that night

Justin Seagull: y/n

You: yes

Justin Seagull: this is a prank, right?

You: I'm sorry

You: I wish it was

Justin Seagull: same

You: are you o|

Justin Seagull: I got a question

Justin Seagull: how did u
know about all this?

You: well

You: long story short

You: Namjoon told my
friend and she blurted
it out to me :)

Justin Seagull: cool cool cool cool

You: u okay?

Justin Seagull: yeah

You: liar

Justin Seagull: I'm fine

You: bish

Justin Seagull: what

You: your stupid ass
is depressed af

Justin Seagull: tf???

Justin Seagull: it isn't

You: you're texting in a
depressing tone

Justin Seagull: what even

Justin Seagull: is that even possible???

You: as Sherlock Holmes would say,

You: It is more than possible; it's probable.

Justin Seagull: yo I'm cool af 😎

Justin Seagull: issyo boi J seagull

You: how bout we
tell one problem each

Justin Seagull: oh hell no

Justin Seagull: I got no problems man

Justin Seagull: I'm cool 😎

You: you'll have to tell
me yours once I
tell you mine

Justin Seagull: no way I do|

You: so I failed Chem

You: been failing
it constantly

You: last year I told my
parents how I don't wanna
do med school n shit

You: it ain't shit tho I mean
it's for the people so it
can't be disrespected i
mean I don't like studying
it so I can call it shit
but I shouldn't

You: anyway

You: I can't simply
do what I hate coz
that's just waste of
effort and time

You: but I have to

You: since my parents'
reputation depends on it

You: and I care so
much about them

You: and they paid so
much money for
my education

You: they have a nice
reputation back home n
everyone in my family, ppl
from mum and dad's side,
is like so highly educated
so they got this "image"
which I gotta preserve

You: since I'm their
only child, I gotta carry
on the legacy

You: but I don't want to

You: so it's kinda hard
for me to focus

You: I can't simply leave
this field even if I'm
allowed to coz I don't
know what I want to do

You: but since I'm not
allowed to I've got someone
to blame which makes
me feel stupid

You: so my brain's a
mess i dont know how
to proceed with my life

You: I think I should just
do what I'm doing maybe
it'll work out at some point

You: what if I
become a doctor

You: can't even pass a
class but what if

You: lol

You: now your turn bitch

You: you better say it
or imma block you
and never unblock
your stupid ass again

You: I'll never come
back to that bar of yours

You: not like it's
gonna exist anymore
Seen 11:06pm

You: sorry didn't want
it to sound rude

You: yo I drank an extra
can of beer today

You: looool

You: I was kinda expecting
you to drunk text me

You: coz i thought you'd
be depressed af

You: you know what I mean

Justin Seagull: you|

You: say something bish

You: reply

You: it's been a whole
fucking second

Justin Seagull: will you

Justin Seagull: let me

Justin Seagull: speak

Justin Seagull: text*

Justin Seagull: ???

You: your turn

Justin Seagull: Wait

Justin Seagull: first thing

Justin Seagull: you do you

Justin Seagull: follow your passion

Justin Seagull: don't think
about the "image" so much

You: I don't think
I have a passion

Justin Seagull: what

Justin Seagull: no way

Justin Seagull: Take five minutes
and think about it

Justin Seagull: I'll be back in five minutes

Justin Seagull: so?

Justin Seagull: did u figure it out yet?

You: bruh couldn't figure it
out my whole life and u expect
me to figure it out in 5 mins

Justin Seagull: yes

Justin Seagull:
when you're constantly doing
things you don't want to, you
come across things in your head
that you'd rather do than do
what u don't want to

You: IQ 98282828

You: all hail Justin seagull

Justin Seagull:
focus y/n focus

You: well...

You: my passion is...

You: breathing?

Justin Seagull: there must be
something that excites you

Justin Seagull: think

You: I dont know I mean
I get excited when my
professor's absent or
when my fav band
releases a song

Justin Seagull: Oh come
on think there must be
something that you like

You: I like to sleep

Justin Seagull: Something
more productive than that

You: maybe reading,
I like to read

Justin Seagull: Really?
You read for pleasure??

You: Yeah

Justin Seagull:
damn u boring piece of-

Justin Seagull: anyway

Justin Seagull: that's nice.
Do u write as well coz ppl who read
a lot tend to write good stuff, it's a fact

You: Umm

You: sometimes maybe
when I'm sad or happy,
or just wanna express
something i dont know I
just write

Justin Seagull: Now we're
getting somewhere
r u passionate about it?

You: I dont know

Justin Seagull: Do u feel good
when u write and u feel like you're
ready to learn every frickin thing
that could improve your writing skills

You: I never really thought
about it but yeah sometimes
I look up stuff to improve

Justin Seagull: There you have it,
you like literature. Why didn't you
consider pursuing it?

You: Well I can't pursue
everything I like, can I?
I like to drink as well but
I can't pursue drinking

Justin Seagull: You could do a
start up or something in the business
world related to drinks

You: Ohk dude stahp
you're being very
supportive rn

Justin Seagull: I think you
should consider writing as
a profession

You: Yeah but I can't
drop out of college

You: don't wanna
waste money

You: also the salary (if I get a job)
is really good in this sector
like I can be safe if writing
doesn't work out

Justin Seagull: You see,
this is where u r wrong
Ya'll think so much about
what ifs and what nots and
bullshit. If you put your hundred
percent in one thing, you're
obviously gonna succeed in it.
That salary you're talking about,
it's just a bribe the life offers you
for giving up on your dreams.

You: Nice words but well, let's
consider the boomers here. My family
ain't gonna take shit if I tell em that

Justin Seagull: hmmmmm

You: you bitch

You: you're so smart

You: you changed the
fucking topic

You: it was your turn to
spill out the beans

You: u affhole

Justin Seagull: I got no problems

Justin Seagull: I'm cool 😎

You: fuck you

Justin Seagull: :))))))))))

You: this isn't fair

You: I told you everything
now it's your turn

You: justinnnnnnn

Justin Seagull: idk why do
u think I got problems man

Justin Seagull: just look at me

You: 👀

You: reveal yourself

Justin Seagull: 😎

Justin Seagull: I'm the
coolest person on this planet

You: you and your
fake identity and
your fake flex

You: I'm so sick
of this fakeness

Justin Seagull: my flex ain't fake

Justin Seagull: 😎😎😎

You: your seagull ass
is getting blocked

Justin Seagull: I've been stressed

You: good boy
Seen 11:41pm

You: carry on
Seen 11:43pm

Justin Seagull: I know after
tbbb shuts down, one of my friends
will allow me to stay at their place
and I'll probably get a new job
and will be able to continue music

Justin Seagull: I'll find a way
to work things out even if I'll
have to do three different jobs

Justin Seagull: but the manager nim

Justin Seagull: tbbb is all he's got

Justin Seagull: he's worked so hard for it

Justin Seagull: he chose this path to
build his new dream after his old one
crashed into tiny pieces

Justin Seagull: and he worked
his ass off to get this position

Justin Seagull: I hate to think
that he's about to wake up from
another dream

Justin Seagull: he'll be
crushed all over again

Justin Seagull: he wanted to
earn enough to be able to open
his own restaurant some day

Justin Seagull: he knows how to
deal with such situations better than
anyone else, he's the oldest and the
most experienced person but that
won't stop him from losing all the hope

Justin Seagull: even if we all
come together and help him,
he won't be the same Kim Seokjin

Justin Seagull: i know it, I've
seen him change

Justin Seagull: story time ends here

You: I'll be back in
some minutes

You: I need time to accept
that you're a good criminal

Justin Seagull: wot

Justin Seagull: I'm not a criminal

Justin Seagull: what even is a good criminal

Justin Seagull: wakanda oxymoron is that