I wish I could help people.

I wish I could stop annoying people.

I wish I could stop upsetting them with my constantly negativity about myself.

I wish I could comfort people.

I wish I could let go.

I wish my mind would stop thinking of reason why people hate me.

I wish my anxiety would stop making me overthinking shit.

I wish my depression would leave me alone long enough for me to get shít done.

I wish I could have things I can't get.

I wish I was good enough.

Yes today was a good day. The most fun I've ever had in gym. I was complimented that my hair looks nice. These guys said I was pretty cool. But then I when I had to go home it all went crashing down.

I hate this place man. I don't wanna be here.

I'm sorry you guys. I wish I wasn't so negative too.