Narrowing down in the same motion and staying still in the space between nobody and the other whole existence I felt it, the voice kept saying,whispering take revenge, take revenge..

The day it was a punishment for me, a female larvae put in my mouth and I felt in my stomach eggs were hatched like a movement of evil as the place in ovary was empty. The result showed egg and it was like nothing did happened.
I remember him say.
I remember her say
No voice I could hear, mouthed bad jokes like we're in some party to crack lame lines.
They all always said later, nothing has happened.
Left with a strange chaos in my body, I only saw the revenge and rejection cause I couldn't speak or protect.

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There's nothing I haven't felt
Lovely tragedies inside my head, keep falling like someone keeps it all the time cherry blossoms up in the white ceiling and the walks I am stuck taking returing near the pond every time. The wolf boy that I knew is gone. So is the clan. I thought it would be nice to have it as a bad dream but I can't imagine how to live like nothing was there that wrong, happening to me.