i go around in my head

picturing ways i could've prevented it

but i only seem to go back to how

i am a force of destruction

i'm like a tsunami, brother

i come bearing arms

i sweep up everything that you care about

and i won't stop till it's the way it is in my mind

all twisted inside

can't stop

the double serrated edged knives

i don't know how and i don't care why

but i woke up with these dreams high in the sky

and they've left me grounded with no wings to fly

my visions they take me in and then they yell out BYE

everytime i find

myself

on the way

to something great

i trip up

find myself

somewhere else

i'm afraid

one day

i won't get

where i'm goin

and be okay

i'll give up

sit here

say my last prayers

and-