TW: Self harm swearing and drinking talks of abuse and shitty story as well but what ever.
I don't own south park trey parker and Matt Stone do (art not mine) also they are like 16 in this

Kyle pov: I was worried about Stan he wasn't acting himself he would give fake smile to me I could tell that they were he would always wear long sleeves and long pants he would the excuse he just got cold all the time.

There was somthing wrong with him I was hoping he wasn't drinking again because I would be really upset i was at the bus stop waiting for him.

I see him walking towards me he look pale I decided to walk towards him "Stan are you okay? What happend?" I asked him feeling really worried. He had bags around his eyes

"im fine Kyle don't worry about it were going to miss the bus" he said changing the subject "fine but were going to talk about this soon" I say to him he gave me a nod.

Kenny and cartman came along Cartman didn't really change much Kenny wasn't full covered he would have his hood off most of the time.

I still wore my bennie has I didn't really like my hair Stan didn't mind it though.

"Why does Stan look like a depressed gay wod ?" Cartman said "shut the fuck up cartman" I say Stan didn't seem to care.

"Hey Stan do you wanna hang out this weekend?" I asked it also looks like he hasn't been eating much either it look like he lost weight.

"Huh?" "Yeah sure.." Stan replied he was caption for the football time which was pretty obvious i would always be there even if I had homework  i would always be there to support him no matter what as his best friend of course.

After school (because im lazy)

Stan pov: I was walking to the bus stop i just wanted to die at least I could be with Kyle for a bit longer though he wanted me to hang out this weekend so I will make sure I will be with him for a bit longer i think I had feelings for him I just dreamt about him all the time I think I was in love with him..

"Hey dude" I hear Kyle voice "hey just to let you know you can talk to me about anything we're super best friends remember?" Kyle said to me "eh yeah im fine.." I lie to him giving him a smile "dude I know you're lieing just tell me what's wrong.." Kyle said to me.

I was about to speak but I look out the bus window "hey its your stop" I say to him he looked at me with his worried eyes I just wanted to cry into his shoulders I just wanted to him to wipe my tears away and whisper in my ear "It will be okay".

"Stan!" I space out again "im sorry I've been tired you should probably go before your mum gets pissed off at you"

I say to him he agreed "yeah.. I'll see you this weekend and we'll talk" he said to me "yeah.." I say back.

He got off the bus as I had tears rolling down my face I didn't wanna go home I just wanted to..yeah

(At stans house because im lazy)

I got home and as I got inside I heard my dad "stan! You need to help us out and sell weed" he said to me I rolled my eyes "whatever" I say back I walk to my room and I ended up walking into Shelly she got pissed off at me and punch me in the eye and twisted my wirst "ow Shelly stop it" I yell at her.

"Go away you stupid asshole you're just a stupid disappointment in this life nobody likes you" she yelled at me once again.

I'm doing it tonight "okay Shelly you're right" I mumbled but she didn't hear me.

I walk into my room and sat on my bed I got out my note book and started to write some songs, it felt like hours have passed.

I look at the time 6pm I didn't want dinner I wasn't hungry, "stanly dinner is ready" I hear my mum say "im not really hungry sorry mum" I say she replied with an 'okay sweetie if you get hungry it will be in the fridge' she said as she walk off.

I slept for a little bit until it reach 3am

I grab my alcohol which was voka and stuck out of the house as I wanted to go to the bridge as I walk along nobody could hear me nor see me so I felt pretty safe,

I made it to a road and kept on walking until I made it to either an building or a bridge I loved Kyle I just wanted to move in with him and not be around my parents anymore.

I look up to see a bridge finally i walk over to it and sat down I started drinking the voka. 

Some how I made it the the bridge in south park funny how fast I can walk sometimes aye? Yeah... I got out my phone and message Kyle

'Please kill me'

Kyle pov: I was out for a late night walk i was worried about Stan he wasn't acting himself Im pretty sure I had feelings for him as well..  I look in front of me while I'm walking all I see is darkness.  I got a message on my phone  from Stan 'please kill me'

I panic a little I called him but he didn't answer me "stan?!" I message him I walk around as he would have to be here somewhere I heard crying "stan?!"
I yelled I saw him near a bridge i ran over to him "Stan what the fuck?"

I snatch the voka out of his hands he was reaching for it "no" I say.
I saw his eyes puffy his eyes turned watery and he hugged me while crying "im sorry" he said to me I saw his sleeve was getting wet so I gently grab his arm and pulled it up but before I could  stan stopped me "no."  "Stan.." he wasn't mentally okay I was so worried about him

Stan pov: I didn't want Kyle seeing my scars he would be so disappointed in me "please just let me jump i don't wanna live anymore Kyle I fucking hate my life all my dad wants to do is sell weed, and Shelly hits me I know im a pussy if I try and stand up for myself I will just end up getting either more hurt or ill just get into trouble again"

"All my mum does is ingore me and I have feelings for you and I just know you don't feel the same way you are just better off without me" I say "I'm sorry for ranting.."

I blushed relizing what I just said "SHIT" Kyle look at me

"stan I could see if you could live with me I know your mum i know she loves you shes seems stress out alot of the time" Kyle paused for a bit before speaking again.

"Shelly I honestly thought she would of moved out by now but ever since your dad wanted to sell weed im guessing she was forced into It either way she shouldn't abuse you, also Stan I have feelings for you too"

"Thank you I don't wanna live in that farm anymore its so shitty there im so depressed all the time I fucking love you Kyle I know that might be to soon but i-" I got cut off with Kyle lips on mine I kissed back I blushed.

After like 5 seconds we let go
"I love you too" he says to me "but im okat.." I say to him he looks at me "no you're not.. but im here for you" he said as I smile back at him nodding my head.

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