Stan's POV:

Kyle had been acting strange. When I went near him, he just shoved me away or gave me the cold shoulder.

It was starting to piss me off.

His red hair captured my attention as I saw him walking along side Cartman. What the heck was he doing with Cartman?! He HATED Cartman.

And yet there he was, smiling at him like they were buddies.

My eyes watched Cartman with slits in them. How I loathed him for hurting Kyle all these years.

As soon as the fucking fatass left, I quickly ran up to Kyle and grabbed his shoulder, forcing his beautiful green eyes to look at me.

His eyes narrowed before shrugging my hand off. "What do you want, Stan?"

The way he said my name... It sounded like poison slipping from his lips. I swallowed the doubt down and looked at him. "Kyle. Why were you talking to Cartman?" I questioned him bluntly.

Kyle just scoffed at me. "Why do you care?" He snapped.

My brows furrowed. "Because I love you."

A sneer worked his way to Kyle's face. It didn't suit him. "Then I guess you're the only one feeling that."

What...?

What did he say?

"Kyle.. W-What do you mean?" I asked in a shaky voice.

He just laughed. "Haha! Look at your fucking dumb face! How could I ever love you?!" He asked with a mad look in his eyes.

Anger fueled inside me. "You bitch! All this time you've been leading me on??" I yelled at him.

"That's right! Now run along! I've got better people- I mean things to do." He smirked at his slip up before strutting off.

All I could do was watch him go (see him Rollin' see him go! Super soakin' the hoe!).

My heart was breaking. I felt like I was being torn apart from inside out!

"AaaAAGH!" I yelled as I held my head in pain before falling to my knees.

No one stopped to see if I was okay. People passed but no one looked. Kyle would look..

No he wouldn't... Not this Kyle. I didn't know this Kyle... I was all alone..

*****

I didn't know how long I've been out but I sat up and saw that I was in Butters' office.

The sound of keyboard clicks brought my attention to Butters typing away on his computer before he heard me sit up.

He looked back and gave me a sad smile. "You doing okay, fella?" He asked softly.

I shook my head and groaned. "No. I feel like shit." I muttered.

Butters sat down on the chair next to me. "Come on.. Tell me what happened.." He commanded softly.

A piercing pain shot through my skull and made me winced wildly. What the fuck was happening to me?

"Kyle... He broke up with me.." I answered. My voice was hoarse and I felt like I was going to cry.

Butters' eyes widened. "Oh my gosh! Are you alright? What happened??" He asked me, setting his hand on my shoulder.

Lie... What? Lie... He won't believe you if you tell the truth. Who was that?

The voice in my head told me to lie.. So that's what I'd do. "It's nothing. Don't worry about it." I gave him a fake smile before standing up. "I'll leave now."

He just gave me a worried look before nodding. "Okay.."

Good good. You lied. See? Doesn't it feel great? Who are you? I'm here to help you.. I'm the only one who matters... What's your name? I don't have one.

My eyes narrowed and I felt uneasy about the voice... But yet... It was comforting.

It was right. I didn't need anyone! I just needed myself and the voice.. The voice would be there for me...

It would always be there... I didn't know how long 'always' would be..

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Short chapters only because I switch between characters a lot and decided each chapter was a new POV!

Anyways, these are just filler chapters for now until the good stuff comes along. Three updates tonight! Whoop whoop! No more for tonight XDD well Ja'ne!