matt,

you left me a month and a half ago.

it hurts to remember what we did together.

while i was going down, it was with you.

everything we broke, the trouble we made.

i used to say 'i hate you' with a smile on my face.

but look what happened.

all those things i did for you. i helped you, i talked to you, i supported you.

it was all a lie.

you lied to me. you used me. 

and i defended you. 

and i will continue to defend you because that's how much i loved  you.

from, 

celeste