If you cant guess by the tittle, abuse will be mentioned in this chapter.

I was once again at the dark room.
I am not sure how long I have been here.
Propably 2-3 days, I am so hungry and thursty.....

Robert has done  several Punishments to me. But the past days he choose to do all of them, at least the most painful ones. Get painful punishments while you are wearing a blindfold by your own father.....sigh.

First, he beated me up badly. Then he hitted me with a whip for same hours. After that he tied me on a chair and took a metalic knife and started to scar me with it. The scars weren't that deep so I could heal myself.... Slowly.
Then he puted salt on my scars and started hitting me with the whip once again.
After that he brought something that I hated. The frozen bathtub. It's an old dearty bathtub wich is full of icy  water. He first grabbed my head and started putting it in every 5 seconds. He would meke sure that my head will be underwater for 15 seconds every time. Then he would make me go in and spend same hours there.
I hated it. I  felt cold  physically and emotionally.
I was trembling while hoping that someone is going to warm me up.

Now you would ask. Why do I let that happen to me. It isnt because I want to. It's because I don't have a choice.
Robert is the alpha. I can't win him, not now at least. If I refuse to get punished he will punish mom and I am not going to let that bastard hurt mom! Even if I leave with my mom.
Where can I go?
Seelies are our alliance but the leader is Robert and they are going to follow his orders not mine.
Then if I go anywhere else I will get captured by vampires or Worlocks.
I don't have nowhere to go.
I don't have a place that I can call safe...

After he finally throw me outside the bathtub he started hitting me with the whip once again.

He then left. It must be night time I thought.

I fall asleep because I was tired and weak. Then I woke up at an electric chair.

I sigh.... He has done all this things several times. I have learned to keep my tears and screams inside.
I can heal quickly but that doesn't mean that I don't feel the pain.

He did the same thing all over again.
Then he finally let me go.
I walked at my house...
Mom saw me and rushed towards me.
"My baby... I am sorry that I can't protect you"

"It's Okey mom, I can handle it."

"For how long Alec?"
Said Izy .
I looked at Izy who was crying.

"You are slowly breaking Alec.... One day you will break and you won't be able to fix yourself ."
Said Jace who had red eyes, he must have been crying.

" Then, that day I will finally find peace."
I said calm.

" Promise me that you won't break! Promise me that, that day will never came. "
Said Izy. I could see how hurt she was.
I looked at her with a sad smile.
She then hugged me tight.
She knew that she can't protect me. No one could.

Jace then went close to me and puted his arm at my shoulder.

" I am sorry that I can't protect you Alec."

I just nooded and gave I weak smile.

After same minutes I headed at my room. I was tired.

I walked in and closed the door behind me.

I took a pair of black jeans, a Grey shirt, a black underwear and a pair of black socks. I headed to the bathroom and started showering with warm water.

When I finally felt warm, I relaxed.
After same minutes I steped outside the bathtub.

I wore my underwear, pants and socks.
Then I started looking around.
Where did my shirt go?

I frown my eyebrows and walked outside shirtless.
My hair were half dry but I didn't care.

" Jace ?! Did you take my shirt?! "
I yelled.

" Nope!"
Said Jace from the other room.

Maybe I didn't took with me a shirt after all.
I just opened my closet and took another shirt.
It was a tight black shirt with the slives reaching my elbows.

Then I fell on my bed.
I sigh and puted one of my pillows above my head.

I was so exosted from all this. Sametimes I will question my existence and even the meaning of life. But every time I think about that I remember Mom, Izy,Jace, Maya and even Magnus....

Magnus...... There were several times that I needed him by my side... He was never there. Sometimes other werewolves will ask me if I have find my mate. I will always say No....
The thought that there is a person that can make you feel happy just by looking at them is like a dream.... I dream that will always stay a dream.

It was silent. Everyone must be sleeping. I thought.
After same seconds I felt two warm arms touching my back gently .

What the hell?
The warmth they gave calmed me down and made me feel safe.
What kind of magical power is that?

I lifted my head and turned to see who it was. When I turned a hand covered my eyes.

" Shhhhh.... I am here Love ."

Everything was getting dark.
I felt my eyelashes getting heavier.
The man took his arm back.
Although everything was blurry, I could see that he was smirking.
Then everything went black.