Magnus was kissing Alec while he was touching Alec's abs and back.

' Is this too much?' Magnus thought to himself. 'It Propably is.' he thought and took his arms back.

Magnus backed away slowly while looking at his mate.

" Why?"
Alec said while trying to catch his breath.

" Are you talking about me chaining you on the wall?
Because I have already asnwear that.
( Magnus don't want Alec to 'ran away')
Or are you talking about me kissing you?"
Said Magnus still looking at Alec.

Alec didn't say anything. He just looked down.

Magnus walked towards Alec again.
He putted his palms on Alec's chicks and a small smile appeared on his face.

" Why are you not telling me love?
Why are you hesitating?"
Magnus said softly and passed Alec's hair back.

Alec didn't say anything. He was just looking at Magnus.

" I think you have misunderstand me Alexander."
Said Magnus and pulled back.
He had his back now facing Alec.

" You have only seen my kind side... What about my other side?"
Said Magnus and slowly turned to face Alec. The light of the room become darker.

Alec lifted his head to see Magnus.
When he saw Magnus's cat eyes glowing at the dark he holded his breath in amazement.

Magnus walked towards Alec.
Their faces were some inches away.
Magnus was surprised when he saw Alec's eyes. They were glowing full of love.

Magnus couldn't stop himself from smiling.
"Do you like them?"
Said Magnus and rubbed Alec's chik.

Alec nodded.
Magnus then leaned and gave a smooth kiss on Alec's lips.
Then when he pulled back he leaned again and kissed lower, under Alec's apple of Adam .
Alec gasped.
Magnus smirked at his mate's reaction. They will have so much fun together, Magnus thought.
Magnus then wrapped his arms around Alec's waist and started leaving smooth kisses all over Alec's neck.

"Alexander.... I did know that you smell nice but I didn't expect you to taste that good."
Said Magnus softly.

Magnus continued leaving smooth kisses. Alec was struggling to keep his voice inside, until Magnus smoothly bite Alec's left side of the neck. (Where his rune is) Alec couldn't help it and let out a small moan.

Magnus smirk become even wider.
' The neck is his weak spot.....' Magnus thought.

"Now that I have made myself clear.
Tell me love, what kind of missions did you went to? Did you hurt yourself to any of them? Or.... Did sameone hurt you in some of them?"
Said Magnus and looked into his mates beautiful blue hazel eyes.

Alec was unwilling to speak.

" Fine then" said Magnus and leaned down to Alec's neck.

" I would love to hear more of your beautiful voice after all."
Said Magnus and smirked.

" Robert has been sending me to missions the past three years."
Alec burst out emmberased.

Magnus then left a smooth kiss on Alec's neck. Alec gulped.

" And what were the missions about?"
Said Magnus with a smirk and left another smooth long kiss.

"I-I..... They w-were about me getting some.... About learning stuff about the enemy." Alec said while trying to keep
his voice in.

"Stuff.?"
Said Magnus and raised an eyebrow.

" Take information."
Alec mumbled.

Magnus nodded.
"So you were like a spy?"
Magnus asked Alec.
Alec nodded.

" Does that mean that you were also catch?"
Magnus said more serious.
Alec just nodded.

" What happened?"
Magnus said and rubbed Alec's chin with his thumb.

"..............."
Alec looked elsewhere.

" Not talking again?"
Said Magnus jokingly.

" Its....... It's just that .......that I have learned to keep silent."
Said Alec still not looking at Magnus.

" I don't like that."
Said Magnus.
Alec turned and looked at Magnus.

"You have a voice. Use it."
Said Magnus more serious.

Magnus knew that Alec's words meant more. He knew Alec was silent in jeneral. He knew Alec will never say what he really wants to. And that could be the death of him, and he hated that.

Magnus then leaned and started kissing Alec. The kiss was passionate and sloppy. Alec didn't kiss back neither reject Magnus's tongue inside his mouth.

" Why aren't you kissing back love?"
Magnus asked while taking deep breaths.

" I-I... I don't know how to do this."
Said Alec shyly.

"It's Okey love, with practice you will find the way."
Said Magnus with a small smile.

" Practice?"
Alec said with wide eyes.

"Of course love, from now on we will have a morning kiss, a lunch kiss and a goodnight kiss."
Said Magnus with a smile and rubbed Alec's chicks.

" You know, you have a big effect on me."
Said Alec calm as Magnus's scent was making its way to Alec's nose.

" Really? "
Said Magnus and chuckled.

" I just admitted to you that I am a spy in same seconds. From the other hand I had been capture several times and been turtured in several ways from the enemy and they didn't get a word for me for all the days, weeks or months I was there."
Said Alec calmly.

Magnus blinked as he was possessing the bomb Alec had just thrown.

" Tortured for months ? "
Said Magnus waiting for Alec to give explanations.

Alec nodded.
" When you get captured by the enemy your are set on a room and they torture you until you start talking."
Said Alec.

" You have been captured several times.... How many times exactly ?"
Asked Magnus consered.

" Quite a lot."
Said Alec with a low voice.

"I.... I have been catch, been kidnapped by the enemy several times. I escaped every time.
It would take some time though."
Alec said careful.

" What was the longest time you spend?"
Asked Magnus scared of the answer.

" five months."
Said Alec while looking at the ground.

" My poor thing. "
Said Magnus sad and hugged Alec.

Alec was now realist from the wall.
Alec sigh. He didn't want Magnus to know what Robert has been doing to him. How weak he is, he doesn't want others to feel pity for him. Especially his mate.
Alec hugged Magnus back.
Magnus was surprised by Alec's move.
Which made him hug Alec even tighter.

" Can we talk about other things?"
Alec asked .

Magnus pulled away.
"Of course."
Said Magnus with a smile and drugged Alec to the bed.
He then passed gently Alec to the bed.
Alec was laying on the bed and Magnus was sitting beside him.
Magnus then putted Alec's head on his lap and started running his fingers through his soft dark hair.

Alec let out a sigh of relaxation.
Magnus smiled, he was so happy that he could calm his mate just by a petting.

" Tell me about your childhood."
Alec said softly.

" My childhood is not that great."
Said Magnus honestly.

"Neither mine."
Alec mumbled under his breath.

"Hm?"

"Nothing..... Continue please."
Said Alec.

" I was born at Philippines centuries ago, 6 centuries to be exact. My mom was a mandein and my father was unknown at the time.
The only thing we knew about him was that he was a demon."
Said Magnus and was about to continue when Alec said.

" Was? "

" Yea.... I killed him after some centuries. "
Said Magnus.

" Why? "
Asked Alec calm.

" Because he had become a living nightmare to me. Asmodious cared only for himself. He destroyed everything around him. He was cruel, cold and I feel ashamed that I am his son. "
Said Magnus with a little anger.

" It's Okey. He is gone now."
Said Alec and rubed Magnus hand.

Magnus smiled.
" You are right. "
Said Magnus and kissed Alec's forhead.

" Then what happened? "
Alec asked.

" When I reached the age of seven my mom committed suicide. My step dad through me to the streets. I spend around five years on the streets when my good friend Ragnor found me and looked after me.... He helped me stand on my own legs. He also helped me control my powers.
He really is a life sevior. "
Said Magnus with a small smile.

" After? "
Alec said with a low sleepy voice, half closed eyes.

" After I could control my powers I went to some adventures with my close friends. I will tell them to you later. "
Said Magnus with a smile.

Alec nodded and muffled his head on Magnus's laps.
Magnus's smile become even wider.

" I think someone is getting sleepy. "
Said Magnus and chuckled.

Alec mumbled something.
Magnus gently lifted Alec's head and putted a pillow under it, making sure that he is comfortable.

Magnus turned to leave but stopped when he felt Alec's arm grabbing him by his arm.
He turned to face Alec.

" Why are you leaving? Won't you sleep with me?"
Alec said with closed eyes.

Magnus was surprised to hear that.
"Sure love."
Said Magnus with a smile and layed beside Alec.

He was so happy.
He remembered how it was when he slept with Camille. It was cold and kind sad. Camille would never hug him nor sweet talk to him. And when he tryed to caddle with her she will always pass him away.
Alec from the other hand, was so caddly and warm. When he is with Alec he feel so full, relaxed, happy and so right. Alec is just everything he needs.

Alec then putted his hand above Magnus waist .
Magnus smiled and went closer to Alec. The were now some inches away from each other.
Alec had buried his face to Magnus's chest. And Magnus had putted his head above Alec's head,sniffing Alec's shampoo.

It wasnt long enough until they both fall asleep into each others arms.