So I'm walking towards this boy with no name yet, and I find him looking at me kind of surprised, which for some reason made me nervous. Even though I have massive anxiety, I'm good with interaction, but with him it was different....... and not a bad kind of  feeling, its just that I've never felt something quite like this before....it's like a stomach full of butterflies kind of feeling.

I stood in front of him and started to speak, but my brain refused to work so my sentence wasn't as smooth as i'd hope so.

"Um... I know this is kind of a um......eh weird kind of uh....ya know offer but um.....would you like to um .......uh come with me and my friends to have lunch? You know .....uh I thought since you are new and probably have no friends and want to meet people and.........um if you want to!..." In the boy's face I saw a mix of confusion and amusement, as if my awkwardness impressed him. It's strange but he was kind of into it.

"Um but are you sure your friends won't mind?" Girl I don't care what they think....you're coming with us.

"Oh no, not at all. They're super nice people!"

"Fine, you're actually really nice!" .....what? I knew he thought I was a prick, but I had no idea he was going to be so straight forward about it!

I just wanted to get this whole moment over so I started to walk away and made sure "green eyes" was following me.

We arrived and everyone stared at him kind of mesmerized...

I know I said I was going to introduce him but ....you know

I told him to introduce himself and I was so close to achieve my goal ......and Tyler arrived.....WHY?!

"Joey we need to talk now, it's very important......" He says

I was about to figure out this boys name and Tyler comes along and tells me he needs me for something important? Why am I so unlucky?

"Can't this wait?" I need this to wait....

He looks at me very concerned and whispers "drama club"

Okay so this is really important, I've been directing drama club with Tyler for the past year and I love it! But some members left....Zoe moved to England and Jenn just......you know... left.

"Joey, I was talking to Mr. Johnson and he said that if we don't find anyone else that wants to join before Friday, we'll have to call off drama club..."

"So? Just get someone and we'll be fine!"

".....I can't understand if you're joking or not.....Joey we're juniors if no one has joined yet no one will.....don't you get it? This is over...."

"Are you sure no one wants to join?"

"Sadly. I just wanted to let you know......I'll see you later...bye" he left with a chilled face, but the face he left me with was filled with disappointment.

I walked back to our table with my head tilted down and sat there in silence. Everyone was laughing and having a good time and then Trish noticed my face....

"Hey, are you alright?"

"Yeah, just some stuff from drama club.....nothing important" I said, laid back and tilted my head down. Everything was silent until Ryland started to talk....

"Dude, why are you so happy?" Who was he talking to? Because I sure as hell wasn't happy I mean... My favorite class was about to disappear and I failed yet again my task of knowing this guys name, Shane was his boyfriend so why would he ask?..... the only other dude was .....um...him, why was he happy?

"Um do you have a drama club?" This guy asked....what was he doing?

"Yeah, me and Tyler are the presidents but it seems like it's not going to work out this year, because we're missing one person and I'm sure no one wants to join...." I was trying to smile and look strong but inside my head was spinning and I was shaking.....I was really freaking sad....

"If you want...... I can join"

.......who is this? Why is he so nice? Millions of questions filled my head but the amount of emotions and feelings that were rushing all over my body kept me from answering them. I can't believe he just said that is he being serious OMG. I instantly feel like I can breath regularly again and all thanks to this boy. I felt so insanely grateful and happy!

"OMG would you like to join?" My heart was beating so fast I was so freaking excited!

"Of course, I've been looking for a place to do theater! I love drama!" I don't know what the hell happened to me but I started to laugh so hard! And then everyone laughed too! It wasn't even that funny, but when I saw green eyes and how confused he seemed and later, when he got it, how ashamed he was, I just completely lost it. He looked so sweet! His face was so red and he looked so small I couldn't help my self...

"Aww" my words made him laugh a little but I knew he still felt awkward; that made me smile for some reason and I calmed down.

"You're more than welcome to join us!" This can't be more perfect I mean.... I'm going to continue with drama club and I'm FINALLY going to know this guy's name when he fills in the inscription! I feel so complete right now!

"I'll give you the papers and then we'll be all set, OMG I need to go tell Tyler! Bye guys I'll see you later" I ran off and found Tyler in his locker kind of blue.

"You're not going to believe me!" He said nothing, instead he just raised his eyebrows.

"I found a new member for drama club!" His eyes widened as he smiled and asked me about it.

"I don't really know his name but he's the new student!"

"The handsome one?" He asked, I felt the urge to say yes but I didn't .......why the hell do I think he's handsome I mean now that I think about it he's is um.... Good looking I guess I don't know.....anyways instead I said....

"Um who?"

"The guy with green eyes and brown hair"

"Oh yes, him!" I feel weird....what is this I'm over the handsome thing...but for some reason Tyler thinking that he's handsome bothers me.......what the hell.

I think Tyler noticed how puzzled I was because he said "Joey....you don't have to be gay to think a guy is good looking ya know...." I just nodded and kind of smiled but not really.

"I'll give him the papers" he said, and I wasn't going to allow that. I mean he's MY friend not his.....oh and the name thing.

"Oh don't worry......i already gave him the papers!" I kind of fake smiled and then faked something to leave .....where am I going to get the papers? I have no idea.....