I thought we had something brilliant,
Overcoming, resilient,
But you changed like a chameleon,
I couldn't even give you fulfillment

I've been working hard to reach,
Your very top, your peak,
To a point that I compete,
With anyone you will meet

Yes I thought you loved me sweet,
I was vulnerable, I was weak,
And you latched on like a leech,
To drain everything you could leak

Now our feelings are dead and buried,
I'm depressed now worried,
Feel oppressed now scary,
Do I hate you it varies

But it's fine I'll let you scurry,
And my heart you can carry,
Throw it in an estuary,
You cleared my schedule like secretaries

I no longer can feel worthy,
Though I knew you would desert me,
Yet I felt that you deserved me,
And in the end you would curve me

Show me ways so unearthly,
All you ever did was hurt me,
You be free continue searching,
Because staying here isn't working

It's something that I expected,
I wanted us to be destined,
You would much rather neglect it,
So all I know is I'm rejected.

Hating what love has become in my life.