Is it your will that I swallow this pain,
That my body lay ravaged as I'm locked in these chains,
Is it your will that my mind stop and I go insane,
Unable to form a thought that can counter deranged

For if it is then I guess I'll swallow these pills and end it,
I've fought all I could my will is lost I am finished,
I don't have the power to change time or replenish,
The actions that you've taken to push me here to my limits,

I'm broken I can't be fixed no mechanic can save,
The misery that I've carried from toddler into this age,
My wells they overflow with tortured thoughts so depraved,
I have to give into horror so one of us can be saved

So consider this my sacrifice for your love,
I never knew how to take you so on the shelf you were shoved,
I thought our puzzle was perfect that it was like hand in glove,
But I've come to the realization that maybe I wasn't enough,

My reflection in shattered mirrors display me as I'm a ghost,
Not a manifestation that's fit to act as your host,
So I'm giving my life for you in dreaming that you have hope,
So you don't have to experience the feeling of being broke.