While thinking about what might going to happen, I can't help but to ask for help to fulfill the emptiness in my heart. The emptiness that even after the five-minutes is done, I can't give a name.

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'Untitled'

The unknown place I am in was filled with silence
All I could hear is the sound of my heart continuously pounding
The tears were already dried
But the overthinking won't just stop

Hoarse voice was heard
After I tried to utter a word
I think, I got cut my tongue
Though, my mind was scrambled with so many thoughts

Thoughts of what ifs
Thoughts of somedays
Thoughts of yesterdays
Thoughts of tomorrows

What if I am not like this?
What if I have that?
Why can't I just have what I've wanted?

Someday, I will have those too
Someday, it will come to an end
Someday, I will feel contented

Soon, my yesterdays will stay in the past
With the lessons lingering by my side,
I know, I am not perfect but I am blessed with a loving God

Tomorrows could be better
It could be more colorful and meaningful
But it will always be an ideal

God gave me the present to explore
He gave me present to be grateful

As soon as the room were filled with light
The five-minutes breakdown then stopped

I held my pillow close to my heart
And let my eyes, heart and mind rest for a while.