When there is happiness, there is pain.

Can't I just live a life full of happiness without those any overthinkings that after the happiness is a piercing pain?

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'Pain'

Praises were supposed to be good
But with you, I feel like it is a curse
Praises should lit me up to be more inspired
But with you I feel discouraged and afraid

Afraid that it will soon make me worthless
Ashamed of myself that I once been the girl with a principle
But end up bending it for my sake
Because I am already tired of this history repeat itself stereotype

I am done hearing those hurtful words
I am done fighting for nothing
I am done hoping for a change
I am just saving the little pride left in me

New chapters should be a new beginning
Should not be the same as the outline of yesterdays
There must be a new twist that is coming
But with the same characters,
There will be the same pain aching for tomorrow.