i'm not sorry
i say i am, but i don't mean it
maybe i do, but not in the way i think i do
maybe i'm sorry for myself
i'm sorry
i'm so sorry
i say it every day but i don't change
i'm sorry for myself
i'm sorry that i did that
i'm sorry that i made you feel like this
i'm sorry i sit in my own self pity
i'm sorry that i'm not sorry about the right things
i'm sorry i keep saying sorry even though you told me to stop saying sorry
i'm sorry you can't find anyone better than a girl carved out of a stone that is about to crumble to dust at any moment
i'm sorry, i know you deserve better my love

-november 30, 2024