she is missing.
not physically, she didn't disappear.
she's still here.
but she is gone.
sometimes she sees pictures of the little girl.
she is missing.
but she didn't run away.
she is hiding, maybe.
she is hiding what hurts.
he is hiding the problems that bring her down like a thousand-pound boulder.
she hides, but she can't run.
the demon looms over her.
her days darken.
her problems grow.
she is missing.
have you seen her? it's a little girl with dark brown hair and glasses that fall down her nose. she's average height with coffee black eyes. she wears bows in her hair, usually a large red one. have you seen her? she overthinks and believes she's a burden to everyone. she hides her pain and sits alone with her dark thoughts. she's too young for this kind of life, she should be enjoying her last teenage year. have you seen her? she has scars over her arms, she hides the ones on her legs with cute skirts. she's stressed out, she's dealing with anxiety, depression, self-harm, an eating disorder. she can't sleep, she can't stay awake, she can't bring herself to do basic things. have you seen her?
the little girl has gone missing.
i think i killed her.

- december 10 2024