A/N: To my very own 'A' menmehere, whose my personal inspiration for this chapter 😘. Now give me my reward!!!

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KONGPOB

My hands are currently filled with warm, naked flesh. To be more specific, Arthit's very tempting, warm, naked flesh.

I woke this morning to find one of my hands is currently wrapped around said male, holding him close to my own barely clothed body, and doesn't seem to want to release it's grip on the pale waist. My other hand is now on a shoulder as if to wake the other but it hesitates, instead just carefully laying flat against the smooth skin beneath it.

I admit I'm not sure how to handle this situation I've found myself in. Its not like I can sneak out and pretend this didn't happen because I'm not the one that initiated this contact. If Arthit was aware of his actions last night, and I can only assume he is, then he will know that I saw him here. So escape is not an option.

The main problem is that I'm not sure I actually want to leave his side. In fact, I'm wondering if I should to awaken the other occupant to finish what we started last weekend.

Waking up with Arthit in my bed is a surprise but deep in my heart, I can't say that it's an unpleasant one. My body certainly agrees as it rises to the challenge of wanting to explore the tantalizing form currently pressed intimately against my side.

I bit my lip as I debate with the angel and devil on my shoulders if I should sneak a peek under the covers to see if the fantasy image of Arthit in the shower matches up with the reality. The angel is saying that it's an invasion of privacy, especially while the other is asleep and unaware. However, the devil says that the older male came in my room while I was asleep and not only got naked but then crawled into bed with me so it voids the angel's argument. Who knows what unspeakably delicious things Arthit did to my body while I slept innocently away? Err, I mean sinfully pleasurable things...wait...this isn't much better either.

Giving up the fight, I carefully take my hand off Arthit's shoulder and slowly lift the blanket covering us. Even in the dim morning light, I can see that his body is completely stripped of all clothes and that a certain part of him is very much awake which can only mean....

Like what you see?

HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT.

The blanket slips from my hand in shock and my head rears back to look at the male who is watching me under half-lidded eyes, apparently having been awake for my naughty perusal of his body. There's a wicked glint in his gaze that makes my heart beat faster as if it's trying to escape from my chest and I'm stuttering to come up with a valid excuse as to why I was caught red-handed checking out his very attractive, very naked, physique.

Umm... m-morning P', I...uhh....didn't know you were a-awake.

I can see that.

But you didn't answer my question.

Did you like what you saw?

All I can do is stare at him, dumbfounded by both his boldness and the dimple that appears on his face as he smirks at me. I don't know what comes over me next to respond the way I do. Maybe it's because of how fucking sexy he looks with his rumpled hair and dark seductive eyes but the truth is pulled from me without effort.

Yes.

I see a flash of triumph in his dark, expressive eyes before I feel the feather-light touch of his lips against mine, moving slowly as if to give me the chance to pull away. The move is so unexpected that my lips are frozen under his and I feel Arthit hesitate before pulling back. I can hear the disappointment and hurt in his thoughts and it snaps me out of my reverie. My hand instinctively grabs the back of his neck to stop his momentum before I latch my mouth onto his, frantic to correct his misunderstanding of my response.

No, wait. Don't go.

Attacking his lower lip, nibbling it gently before sucking it into my mouth, I then feel his hand slowly slide across my stomach, my muscles clenching in response, tense but excited at the contact. My breath stutters as Arthit's fingers brush against the edge of my boxers and I can hear his throaty chuckle escape before he slides his tongue between my parted lips. At the first touch of his tongue against mine, I groan and angle my head to get better access. I can taste the barest hint of alcohol still lingering in his mouth and I can't help but wonder if this is the only reason for his appearance in my bed.

Kongpob. I promise that I've never been more sober in my life than I am right now.

It's enough to shut up my insecurities for the time being and I am once again consumed with the feel of his body against mine when Arthit shifts in the bed, causing his hardened cock to brush against my bare thigh. Next thing I know, I'm rolling our bodies until the older male is beneath me and I'm settled in between his legs staring down at him intently.

I know that this is the moment of no return for us.

His ragged breath blows softly across my face as a thousand different thoughts flicker in our heads too fast to focus on any particular one. I won't lie and say that I'm not still confused about our soul marked connection but I do know that I want him. That I've never wanted anyone as badly as I've wanted him these last few weeks. He's all that's been on my mind and if he only were to give me the green light, then I wasn't stopping under he is writhing in pleasure under me. My mind was already made up the moment his lips touched mine.

Arthit seems to have made up his mind as he grabs my hips and pulls me closer, grinding his cock against mine, only separated by a pair of thin boxers. The action sets me aflame and I feel like I am only counting down the minutes until I explode as he repeats the action. To stifle the moans threatening to tumble from my traitorous mouth, I lean down and gently bite on Arthit's earlobe. He shudders in response and I know that I've found an particularly sensitive erogenous point for him so I do it again, only to be rewarded with another roll of his hips.

Shit. Do that again.

With pleasure.

I repeatedly nibble and suck on the spot as he rocks his hips against mine, the friction an almost unbearable tease. Precum has stained my boxers from our lustful actions and I go to stand so that I can tug them off, causing Arthit to whimper as I remove my body from his. I quickly pull them off while I wonder at his thoughts when he just stares at me without a word. This is the first time he's gotten a look at my naked body and I can only hope he likes what he sees as well.

Are you an idiot? Or is only one brain working at the moment?

Oii P'Arthit! 

His trademark teasing helps break up the tension I was feeling a moment ago as despite my bravado, I am as new to this as he is and am just as uncertain.

How can you not be aware of how fucking hot you are right now? I'm sure you've been told it before.

I have but...I just want you to think so too.

Trust me, I do.

Something about the easy way we can still talk and tease during this intimate moment between us creates a weird pinched feeling in chest but I ignore it in favor of feasting my eyes on his own body laid before me, this time without the covers to hide any part of him. His skin looks paler than usual against my dark red sheets and my eyes narrow in on his soul mark from where it blazes on his chest. My hand reaches out, lightly tracing the outer edge as if in a trance before I lean down and press a gentle kiss there. I can feel Arthit keenly watching me when I start trailing a path of kisses down his past his ribs, over his stomach before hovering over his erection. 

You don't have to-

I want to.

I shut him up the moment I take the tip in between my lips and gently suck, moving further and further down the shaft till it fills my mouth. If someone had told me a few weeks ago that I would soon be giving a blowjob, one of my own free will, I would have laughed at them hysterically before telling them to go to hell. Yet, low and behold, here I was kneeling on the bed with Arthit's thick cock in my mouth while enjoying the sounds he is making as I sweep my tongue along the length of him. Out of the corners of my eyes, I see him clutch at the bed sheet right before his hips involuntarily jerk, forcing more of him down my throat. Relaxing against the urge to gag, I start to bob my head up and down his shaft and as I grip his thighs, I can feel his body start to tremble. I blindly reach a hand out to my nightstand and pull open the drawer, trying to grasp the elusive bottle of lube that I had bought on a whim this week. Though considering my current circumstances, maybe it was less impulse and more anticipation.

My fingers finally locate what I'm looking for and I pull the bottle out, gripping it tightly in my hand as I briefly pull back from the male below me to re-position his legs over my knees so that his hips are tilted at an upward angle. I pour the warm liquid onto my fingers while I stare into his eyes to assure myself that he is still a willing participate in this and I only see wanton lust shining back at me. My hand reaches down between his ass cheeks and gently circles his entrance. I can tell he's tensing up at this new sensation so with my other hand, I encircle his cock and pump in firm strokes till he's distracted and relaxed enough that I can slowly slide a finger inside.

Relax P', I got you.  

I watch in fascination as a mix of embarrassment and pleasure crosses the older male's face as I move the finger inside of him, gently stretching him till he can finally accommodate another finger. At Arthit's wince at the new intrusion, I engulf his cock into my mouth till it hits the back of my throat. Determined to ease any discomfort he is experiencing, I continue using my spare hand to pump the base of his shaft while my fingers work at further opening him up.

Fuck. Your mouth...is...ugh.

Scissoring my fingers back and forth, I brush up against his gland causing his dick to spasm in my mouth. Knowing I've found a sweet spot, I make sure to brush it at each pass until he's soon fucking himself on my fingers. The sight of it makes my cock unbearably hard and I know I need to be in this man soon or risk coming all over the bed without even being touched by him. Yet I want to please Arthit more than satisfying my own desire so I don't stop working him with my mouth and fingers till he's trembling with the need to come.

Shit Kong, st-stop or I'll come.

I don't mind P'Arthit.

N-no, wait. I want...I want you to...fuck me.

Those words shatter my control and I release him from my mouth with a wet plop before sliding my fingers free from his entrance. I grab his hips and yank him further down the bed with his legs hooked over mine, till he's positioned at the just the right angle. He looks shocked for all of two seconds before he smirks at my enthusiasm, which I promptly ignore in favor of grabbing a condom from the still-opened drawer of my nightstand. Tearing it open with my teeth, my hands tremble with nervousness as I work it over my length.

I can't believe that Arthit is actively pushing for me to fuck him. I was more than willing to finish him off even though I would love for us to come together as I'm buried deep inside him. Needing to make sure before we cross that line that can never be uncrossed, I have to ask him one last time.

Are you absolutely sure?

Yes Kong, I'm sure.

That's all I needed to hear. 

Lining myself up to his entrance, I watch Arthit's face as I slowly slide inside, inch by excruciating inch, having to pause several times when I see discomfort flash in the elder's eyes. After a few minutes, I've finally managed to bury my cock to the hilt inside him and his walls are squeezing me so tightly that my body is trembling from the pressure of holding still while Arthit adjusts.

You...you can move now.

Releasing the breath that I wasn't even aware I was holding, I start with slow, shallow movements that in no way ease the ache inside both of us. I can tell my pace is frustrating him and it's not long before Arthit starts to move against me, his hands gripping the back of my knees to create the needed leverage to meet my thrusts. 

Damn you're so fucking tight. 

Soon we are rocking against each other in a frenzied pace and I reach my hand out to jerk his cock in time to our motions. Every stroke is harder, deeper and faster than the last as I piston in and out of him. I can feel the sweat trickling down my back from the effort of holding us up in this position while my hands clench on his hips as I pull him towards me when I thrust in. His guttural groans are driving me to the brink of insanity causing my balls to tighten. 

Please tell me you're there with me P'. I can't last much longer.

Yes, fuck. Right there. Just..a...little..more.

I adjust my angle slightly and I must've hit his gland just right because Arthit's body spasms violently causing his walls to clamp down with a vice-like grip on me and I take one last hard thrust before finding my release. Arthit follows me shortly after as his cock jerks, spilling his seed over my hand and onto his stomach.

It takes me a few minutes to gather enough energy to move from my position and I groan as my cock slides free from Arthit's hole. Walking on shaking legs, I stumble my way over to the wastebasket, pulling off the condom and throwing it away. I grab a towel from my closet and proceed to clean off the mess from my body before walking over to the still body on the bed.

P'Arthit?

Shaking my head in amusement, I see that the older male has already fallen back asleep so I gently clean him up as well before tossing the used towel in the laundry basket. I cover him with the blanket that has made it's way to the floor during our sex-capade before gently brushing the hair off his forehead and to the side of face. My breath catches in my throat when the corners of his lips turn up at my touch and I feel that weird pinch in my chest again.

I think I am having some very real, not-so "friendly" feelings for my soulmate.

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A/N: Ahhhhh! I currently peeking out from behind my hands as I blush over here. It was first attempt at the full on smut scene so please tell me, how did I do? I wrote a lot so I hope it wasn't too long, boring or repetitive for everyone but the first time should be treated with respect IMO so no wham-bam-done here. 🙈🙉🙊