Chapter 64 - Will keep her to me...
Aayana's pov -
We just got Mum and we are going to lose her.
I can totally understand her feelings but there is no word in this world that I can console her.
What should I do ??? How can I help her to overcome this pain ???? Of course, the pain will be forever but still, she needs to be regular in her daily life.
We will face it together.
I said, "Did your private detective find any clue about Iba Aunty???"
"I am going to call him now." Then Iru called him. I took her to the chair as we were on the floor. Sana leaves for Mum. Why is this happening with Iru ??? She really deserves a happy and perfect life but she never got this. I know I am going to be another reason for her pain. May God give her strength to bear this. Iru dials that detective,
Iru: Hello, did you get any information about Iba Aunty???
Detective: I was about to call you just now. I got her area but not exactly the home location. I need to find that so I need some time.
Iru: That's great. Please send me the area address. I am going to find her personally. You also keep searching. Now we don't have that much time to waste. Please hurry up. Please.
Detective: I am doing Ira, please don't say please to me. I will try my best but I am not getting her. So sorry.
Iru: That's fine, at least you found the area. We will find the location together.
Detective: Please don't be so disheartened. We will find her. You also search, I am also doing.
Iru: Okay, bye for now.
Detective: Bye, and I am sending you the address. Thanks.
Iru hung the call as she was on the loudspeaker. I also listen to their conversation.
"Thankfully the area is located. We will find her soon. Do you need water?" I asked her.
"No, love. I am unable to accept the reality of what I have known since I found Mum. Why is it so early?" She is broken. I put my arm on her shoulder.
"I don't know what to say now. I am also unable to accept it. I wish I could change everything." Tears are rolling down my cheeks. She looks at me. By wiping out my tears she holds me in her chest. Her heartbeats are so fast. Shit. I hope she can endure the pain.
"What is coming we can't hold back, love. But I am not strong enough to accept it. I know how much you love Mum. But please don't be so disheartened. I don't know how I will react when I see Mum. It's so tough to accept it, baby." She is trying to console me but she is also not okay. We can't make our loved ones happy if we are not happy.
I drop a kiss on her chest and start saying, "I know, it's not possible to endure this pain. So, I won't tell you to stay calm or anything. Just know, I love you." I move backward from Iru's chest and put my hand there.
"Hmm. I love you too." She just replies by holding my hand on her chest.
At that time, Sana comes and says, "Aunty regains sense please come in." Iru and I both ran into the cabin. Aunty is on a Nasal cannula, she is smiling when she sees us. Both of us hug her from both sides. We all are crying.
"I am fine. Please be strong with both of you. It was predicted and destined. Everything is pre-decided, my child. Please hold your heart. I will always be with you. My blessings will always be there. Be strong." Mum said.
"I don't wanna be strong, I just want you. I wanna be with you. Please take me with you if you can't stay. I won't be able to survive without you again." Iru is saying and crying. I get up and hold her. Sana is also standing beside her.
"You have to be strong. At least for Aayu. She also loves you. You need to be strong for her." Mum was saying, Iru stops her and said,
"No, no, no you please don't leave me alone. I need both of you with me. I can't survive without both of you. Why are you leaving me again ??? Why didn't you take care of yourself ????" Suddenly Iru's breathing gets heavier. She is unable to take a breath. Sana and I hold her. The nurse brings another oxygen mask for her.
Mum gets tense. I held her and said, "She will be fine. It is just her attack issue when she feels so low or tense. Please don't take loads." Mum nodded.
We make her lie down on another bed in the same room. She is better after getting oxygen. I am holding her right hand on my chest and slowly massaging her chest with another hand. She blinks her eyes as a sign that she is better. I bent down and dropped a kiss on her forehead. I close her eyes with my hand to make her sleep. Then I unbuttoned her shirt's upper button to give her relief. She is looking better and sleepy too. Now, I can take a breath of relief.
Iru's phone got a message notification. I checked that and it's a message from the private detective. He sends the address. I told Sana this and left the hospital to search for Iba Aunty. Hopefully, I will find her soon.
That is how we can arrange the two persons' feelings again.
We can't hold Mum for too long but at least we can give her happiness for how much time she is with us.
The line of Iru said that she can't survive without both of us.
What if we will be apart?
How Iru will hold her own !!!
Hopefully, that day never comes. Never.
I also won't be able to survive without her.
Never.
I can't think of a moment without her.
I will keep her to myself. Always.....
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Hello readers,
Can you feel them?
Something more is coming soon.
Thank you, everyone.
For your love.
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