Ira's pov -

Aayana is still on my lip. And her hands can't stay at a place, continuously moving and she came to my ear and whisper,

"You already see me now it's my turn." Now she is kissing my earlobe.

"You didn't reveal your lower part, my love." I am feeling all the happiness in me.

"Have patience. Sometimes it's better to get everything slowly, my gravity." She replied. And now she is trailing kisses from my cheek to jawline.

Then my mind caught, I decided not to take advantage of her drunk state as I need her confession in her full sense. Though it's for sure she feels for me but still she needs to accept it in her sense. As it's for sure we are not going to be accepted by this society or religion. But what can I do !!! I feel for her...

At that time she took off my t-shirt. I didn't stop her as I don't know if she is going to do this with me in her sense or not. Then I can live with this memory for my whole life. She is kissing on my neck then she gets down on my chest. Her kisses are so rough now. I am sure her kisses are making hickeys on me.

Suddenly she holds her mouth. I asked, "What happened? Are you okay?"

"Feeling vomit. Where is the washroom ?" Then she gets up and runs upstairs. As she is drunk her step is so risky, then I run back to her to stop any accident.

Then she reached the washroom of her room as that was the first door upstairs.

When she started vomiting for almost 15 minutes, I got really scared. What to do ??? I start tapping and massaging her back. Then she starts saying,

"This is the last time I drink. I am not gonna drink ever. And if I ever dare please stop me...."

I smiled at her lines but she was really in bad condition then I said, "I told you not to drink that Vodka but you didn't listen to me. Now tell me, how are you feeling now ?" I am massaging her chest.

"Not good at all. But better than vomiting." She replied.

"Okay good. Let's go to bed. I am bringing lime juice for you. First, lemme take you to the bedroom." Then I took her to my bedroom and went to take lime juice for Aayana. This girl is crazy.

When I came back to the room I saw she was sitting like a kid. Moving her legs in the air. I love her in this way. Otherwise, she is so reserved when she is in her senses.

When her eyes get me she gives me a big smile. I smile her back and said,

"Now please have this lime juice and this medicine. You will get relief." She takes that silently. Then I put the glass on the corner table at that instant Aayana held my hand and said,

"You are really with me or I am dreaming as usual. When It will be the morning you won't be with me." Her words are filled with affection.

Then I held her face and said, "Then let's see what you got in the morning. Now please sleep, wait, I am getting clothes for you." Then I stepped to the door and she said by holding my hand, "Please don't go. I wanna sleep by putting my head on your chest. I think that will give me a sound sleep." Due to her hangover, her eyes are half-opened and half-closed then she hugs me as she is sitting on the bed and I am standing so her face is on my bare abdomen. She is rubbing her nose there and dropping kisses. I am also holding her head gently.

"Why do you love me so much?" I asked.

"I dunno. I dunno why I love you so much. I only know I can bow down in front of you. You are the one whom I meet within every dream of mine. You are my everything, even more than that. I don't know how to explain. I just know I can live with you in an uninhabitable place. I can assure you that you are the only one whom I will love when I will close my eyes for eternal sleep."

I am overwhelmed with her actions. Her gentle kisses, soft touches, these giggles, those shiny eyes, everything is just showing how much she loves me. How long she waited for me. How much she yearned for this moment. Her desire, aspiration, everything. She turns into a devotee in the love of mine.

So I didn't say anything, just sat on the bed and then laid by holding her to me.

Now she is on my chest. Then I get up a little and take a pillow to make her comfortable. Then she said,

"I love you, Ira. I love you. I only love you. There is no one else in my dream, life is too long to say. I am only yours."

"I love you too, my love. And from now you also can say that you have me. I am your devotee. You are the owner of my heart, even you are the one with whom I want to share my every breath. I love you, Aayana." I replied.

She is still repeating the line. I hold her more tightly. She is rubbing her face on my chest and playing her finger all over my chest, my abdomen, and the most private part of my body. She is continuously saying that she loves me. She loves me a lot. I wish I could get her more ago. Whilst I was searching for love, she was waiting for me. She was living for me. How lucky I am!!!

My eyes got teary.

Now I am afraid to lose her.

I can't afford to lose her.

I won't be able to survive if she goes anywhere from me.....

God, please keep her to me. Please, Allah.

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Hello readers,
Can you also feel the fear of Ira?
Let's hope she can live with her love.
Thanks for reading.
Am waiting for your opinion.
Love you all.
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