Chapter 129 - Craving for you

Iqra's POV -

"Jaan, will you ever realize my love for you? It's so tough to live without your love. Yeah, I tried to convince my heart that you can never be mine. But this silly heart doesn't understand. Look at the weather. The showering rain is turning into a windy rain. Maybe it will turn into a storm sooner.

This nature can also feel my state but you can't. I am happy for you but not for me. Why couldn't I come to you earlier? Why can't I get you into my arms?" I take Ira's pic in my hand from the table and reach the sofa on the side of the window.

I set my gaze on her face and continued, "I don't need you to love me. I just need you to be with me. I promise I will love you forever. There won't be any probability of being apart. You will get a secure relationship.

But ironically, you don't want a secure relationship but only Aayana." It's my daily night routine nowadays to talk with Ira's picture. I hold her picture on my chest and look outside through the window. This thundering lightning is showing striking images of the outside.

"I wish you were with me. This thought is my only way to survive. Yeah, I am only surviving. I can't call this living without your love. It's tough to say I have my happiness. How much I try to stay strong but this loneliness haunts me, Jaan."

Droplets of tears are blurring my vision. I close my eyes to let them roll down through my temple and hold Ira's photo in my chest as tight as I can. "I wish it wasn't your picture but you, Jaan." My trembling voice is holding to express my lonely talk.

"Here I am." I scowl at Ira's voice.

"How can you be here, Jaan?" I am astonished due to her presence here.

"You are calling me with your heart. How can I resist staying away from you?" Then I realize I am holding her instead of her photo. She is talking closer to my face.

"Yeah, but you were with Aayana!!!" I am confused. Should I believe this or not?

"Shhh. Just let me console you for this moment. Forget about anything else. Here I am, with you, to you." She wipes out my tears and drops a kiss on my forehead. I close my eyes with peace.

"Is this really you?" I still can't believe it.

"Yes, it's me. Can't you feel me?" She cups my face and puts a lot of kisses on my forehead to chin. She pauses on my lips. Her breathing air is touching my skin, and my trembling lips are touching her soft lips gently. Within a moment, she smashes her lips against mine.

"Ouch. Aaah." I open my eyes and find myself on the floor. It was a dream. I hope it wasn't a dream but a reality. I look at Ira's picture and this time my silent tears come out soundlessly. But I fail to hold my vocal cord and my heart groans with the pain through my voice.

"Why? Why didn't you wait for a while, Ira? Why couldn't I come to you earlier, Jaan? God, please rewrite my fate and give me the one I love. My Jaan, my Ira." I cry with the whole pain. I groan my lungs out. "I love you, Jaan. And I just want you to be mine, Jaan. I want you to love me only. Not anyone else. Not anyone else..." [crying groan fades away the sound of the thundering storm.]

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Aayana's POV -

I came to the bedroom and now I'm waiting for my girl. I shouldn't have done that. She was so disappointed with my sudden halt during the making love moment earlier. No problem, I will cover up that with my love. Arctic air gives me goosebumps. Indeed it's brisk weather here.

Till now, I only heard about this. Now, I am experiencing this cold as well. The sofa is really wide enough to sit comfortably. I am just waiting for my girl. Then we will have a long talk. I need to assure her to not worry about our future. Whatever comes ahead, I won't leave her ever.

"Baby, coffee is ready." I turn my face to look at her. Air is showing her curve through the shirt. She didn't button her shirt which I opened in the kitchen. With her walk, none can claim that she has any lacking of elegance. I am looking at her inklessly.

She reaches closer and puts the coffee mugs on the center table. I bend to hold her hand. She smiles and extends her hand to let me hold her. I pull her to me. My face is at an equal height to her abdomen due to sitting on the sofa. I look at her and she is looking at me as well.

"I am sorry for earlier. I shouldn't have stopped abruptly." I make a puppy face.

"Well, now get ready to face the punishment. Don't complain in the morning." She winks. That means she is not upset about that. I unbutton the lower three buttons of her shirt. After revealing her leaned abdomen, I failed to resist touching her smooth skin with my lips.

I halt on her belly button. The vertical oval shape, the presence of superior hooding, and the absence of protrusion. Just perfect to call it attractive. "Baby, your belly button is so attractive." I enter my tongue into it and she is breathing faster. I pull her closer and she stands on the sofa on her knees. Perfect position for me to continue.

Thankfully, the wind is passing against Iru's front side which is helping me to keep her shirt away from her body. I want to remove it by untucking the left button on her diaphragm. But it's better to concentrate on the current access. I grab her waist and turn her to the sofa's channel. It's perfectly flat and wide to make her sit there comfortably.

"Baby, do you want me to make the coffee again? You are turning me hotter than the coffee." Iru is chuckling and I bite harder on her invisible waistline in the lower abdomen. She moans louder and I continue for a while with my roughness. I lower my head in between her thighs. She is fisting my hair into her palm tightly.

"For that purpose, we are here. To stay warm with each other. Am I right, the beauty of Paradise?" I spread her legs and wrapped my left arm around her waist to protect her from any accidental fall. I hold her left thigh and start drawing multiple kisses on her inner thigh.

She is chuckling and summoning my name. With the weather and her ticklish voice, I am satisfied with this new place to make new memories. I bet we will have the most intimate moment here so far. I look at her face. The wind is forcing her hair to come to her face. I smile at her. She is also smiling with happiness.

I hold her face by releasing her thigh from my right hand. By dropping a kiss on her abdomen, I bring her down to my lap. She is sitting on my thighs.

"I love you, my love." By wrapping her arms around my shoulder, she shares an Eskimo kiss. I snuggle and rub my face with her neck. She is giggling. I hold her tightly so as not to let her fall.

"I love you more." She frowns when I say this. I chuckle. She looks so cute when she gets irritated by me.

"Why did you say that you love me more?" With a poker face, she asks and turns her face from me. I pull her face back to me.

"Okay, baby. I am sorry. Now, listen to me. I love you, that is a simple line to express what I feel for you. You are my everything, my forever, and my always as well. Don't be worried about our future. Just know one thing, to be with you I can leave anyone. Don't be surprised as I already left my parents." I exhale deeply and Iru cups my face to give me the strength to continue.

"If they accept us then okay. Otherwise, we will move to the USA. As you planned for us. Is that clear to you? Don't be afraid to lose me because I live in you. I am inclined to flow through your veins and that's how I can express my love for you. I feel like saying so many things but I don't know how to put them into words. As you know, I am too bad at that." Iru is looking at me with an emotional face.

"You don't need to say anything while your eyes are showing everything. I know you want to make our own world. I promise that baby. As I always say, you are my gravity. And frankly speaking, I wanted to tell you all of these as well. I can't afford to lose you. So, if your parents won't accept us." She pulls me closer and continues,

"I will plead with them. We should not leave them at the instant moment. But if they don't accept us then I have to move with you to a different place. Though if the USA is tough then another place; won't be at the place where we have to live with the fear of being apart." I nod in approval and she becomes happy. Then I remembered about the coffee.

"Baby, what about the coffee?" I am guilty right now. She told me not to ask her for coffee again if it was cold.

"Okay, no problem. I am bringing it by warming it again." She intends to get up but I hold her not let her go.

"Lemme do this. Just have to put it into the oven. You sit here. Already you have done a lot. And I want to keep you strong to stay awake the whole night." I wink at her and stand up. She is smiling.

"Well, this transparency of your dress is giving me a different feeling. I love this curviness of yours. Now, don't let me long for more. Come soon. Your love is craving for you."

I blush and leave the room with the coffee mugs. Sometimes her one line is enough to let me forget about any fears of the future. I am also craving for you, baby. I love you, honey. I love you a lot.


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Hello readers,
It's their plan to move together.
But will they be able to do so?
To know, stay tuned.
Thank you all.

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