I rose up from my bed when I heard the knocking on the door. What stupid mortal would dare to disturb me while in grief. I had been crying for hours, just lying in my bed, my eyes were red and puffy. You could easily see I had cried but at this point I didn't care about it anymore. I slowly opened the door just to see the cutest pink haired guy standing in front of me. It was Souda. I was shocked and speechless. I didn't know what to say.

"H-hi... I just... just...uhm... I wanted to... apologize." I said stuttering out the words holding back the tears of guilt.

"Hm? For what?" I said trying to act cool about what had happened even though it had hurt me to the core.

I was looking down at the ground the whole time. "For... screaming at you... and n-not believing you when you... said that thing... about miss Sonia...I'm sorry." I finally dared to look up and I saw his red puffy eyes, he had been crying. Just like I did. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I burst into tears. "I-I-I'm SorRy! I never-r meant to m-make y-you c-c-cry!" My nose was running and so was the tears down my cheek. And suddenly I was embraced by Gundams arms, he dragged me inside and closed the door not letting go of me. He was warm and soft, like a blanket. I loved it.

I took him to the dinner table were I sat him down in a chair and sat myself down on the chair right next to him. I let him go of my hug. I looked at him and said, "it's okay, I know you didn't mean it. You just got upset that's all, I should've realized it wasn't my place to ask questions." I looked him in the eyes, he had stopped sobbing now it was just a single tear left on his cheek, I took the end of my scarf and wiped it of.

I started blushing a bit as he wiped the last tear of my face. "Why are you being so nice to me?" I asked him. "I've been a total jerk to you this whole week, I thought you hated me." I looked down at the ground to hide the fact that I was blushing.

"What do you mean? I don't hate you." "more like the opposite... " I said under my breath. "I've noticed you being meaner then usual... but I thought you just, you know... hated me..."

"I-I don't hate you Gundam..." Was I going to tell him the truth? I don't know... " It's just been a tough week cause I sort of have a crush on this dude and I just don't think he likes me back so I just pretended to like miss Sonia instead..."

"D-did you say... dude?" I responded shocked.

"WHAT NO I-I-I MEANT CHICK- I meant chick. I have a crush on a chick, I'm g-gay! I MEAN STRAIGHT I'M STRAIGHT. I like girls. Not guys. I mean no. Yeah. Girls. Hehe..." Gundam looked at me with one raised eyebrow. I had totally messed up now. My face was red as a stop sign.

"You know... I prefer the males as well...or as you put it, I'm gay"

"What!? You are?" I'm was shocked at the fact, but did it mean I had a chance?

"Yes, I do too have a crush on someone that I wouldn't believe likes me back... so I know how you must be feeling"

"Yeah" I responded. It was nice having someone to talk to even though it was in fact him that I had a crush on. "He's... a pretty great guy actually... my crush..." I looked up at him, looking in his eyes dreaming he'd feel the same way.

When Kazuichi looked me in the eyes the way he did I-I couldn't handle it anymore. I couldn't keep hiding my feelings. I grabbed his face with my hands and pushed his face up against mine and kissed him. Then I released him realizing I had just confessed my love for him.

I was in shock. He kissed me. His lips was soft and warm and I felt like time had stopped I looked him in the eyes, blushing again, I kissed him back. It was... the best kiss I had ever had and it felt so... right.

My eyes opened wide at the shock of Souda kissing me back. It was my dream come true. It was wonderful.

When I released him from the kiss he asked me "What does this mean? Am I the guy you like? Because I like you... a lot..." to which I responded. "Yes you're the one I like, I never believed you'd ever like me back."

"What does this mean? Are we? Boyfriends now? Do you want to be?" Gundam said.

"Of course I want to be your boyfriend! I'd love to. It's just that these feelings are all new to me... I have barley come out to myself yet... I don't know if I'm ready to come out to everybody else yet... Our friends.."

"I understand completely, I too, am new to this, I have never had a significant other before... we can keep it a secret until we're ready."

"That sounds like a good plan to me", I said and hugged him. I liked being near him like that, it made me feel safe.

"If you want to you can... stay here over night, I mean... it's pretty late and dark outside, but if you don't want to I may walk you to your house."

"Oh... how nice of you... I'd love to stay the night if that's okay with you?"

"Of course" I said, I showed him to my bedroom, "I can sleep on the couch and you may have the bed to yourself"

"Thanks for the offer but I wouldn't want to kick you out of your own bed, we can sleep together." I said while I started to unzip my overall. I threw it to the side while I watched him take of his shirt studying his abs and muscular arms. He kept his pants on. I threw of my T-shirt and laid myself next to him. There we were lying face to face, I was so tired I dozed of to sleep looking at his beautiful face.