Emotions it is always a problem for me because I can't express my emotions ever. Mere dil me bohot kuch hota hai par mai bata nahi pati. Mai tumse bohot pyaar karti hu sweetu par mai bata nahi pati.vaise hi mai sirf sorry keh sakti hu. Agar tum mere saamne hoti to mai tumhe tight hug kar leti. Lekin abhi tum ho nahi mere saamne. Aur mujhe aur koi tarike nahi aate manane ke.

Maine vo cards isliye nahi bheje ki tum khush ho jao sweetu par kyunki mujhe samaj nahi ata ki mai apni baat kaise batau is liye cards ke jariye batana chahti thi. Vo cards mere nahi aur unpar vo lines bhi mene nahi likhi. Lekin. Mai un baato ko mean zaroor karti hu.isi  liye Maine vo card bheje the.

Tum to jaanti ho emotions ke maamle mai me bohot kacchi hu sweetu.mujhe apni feelings jatana nahi ata.you know me more than any one.infact more than my own family.

I love you alot tumse kuch bhi kehne se pehle mujhe jijhak nahi hoti. tumse
Kuch kehne ke liye mujhe 100 baar sochna nahi padta lekin yahi vaja hai ki Maine tumhe hurt kar diya. Agar us vaqt do baar soch leti to ye sab hota hi nahi.

Par ab ye soch kar bhi koi fayda nahi. Maine galti to ki hai. Aur tumhe hurt bhi kiya hai. Ab mere pass sorry aur regreat ke alawa aur kuch nahi hai.
Aur ye mai last time tumhe sorry bol rahi hu. Isliye nahi ki mai tumhe bolna nahi chahti infact  mai tumhe 100 baar bhi sorry bol dungi. Par mai ese tumhari maafi nahi chahti mai chahti hu tum khud dil se mujhe maaf karo. Isiliye ab mai tumse kuch nahi kahoongi I'm not leaving you. Vo to mai kabhi nahi karungi I'm just giving you time. Take your time aur phir jab tumhe lage tum mujhe maaf kar sakti ho. Aur ab mujhse baat kar sakti ho. Than msg me once I'm waiting for that.

Guys plz koi sweetu se mujhe maaf karne ke liye mat kehna. I don't want anyone's pity sweetu ne kaha hai. Buddy aur sweetu ki feelings par sirf hum dono ka haq hai aur is sorry wali feeling par bhi aur forgiveness per bhi hum dono ka hi haq hai.I'm sorry if you feel I'm being rude but I have already hurted her and I know your comments are hurting her more tumhara baar baar use mujhe maaf karne ke liye bolna sahi nahi hai guys plz use kuch mat bolo.

Sweetu Maine ye isliye nahi likha ki tum mujhe maaf kar do par isliye ki tumne kaha tha mai apni feelings se bhaagti hu. Isliye aaj tumse apni feelings share kar rahi hu.

Mai ye tumhe pm bhi kar sakti thi par mai tumse personal tabhi baat karungi jab tum mujhse baat karna chahogi. Tab tak tum bas udas mat hona mujhse baat nahi karni mat karo take your time. Bas khush raho. I know Tum soch rahi hogi Maine kitni asani se keh diya khush raho par mai is maamle mai selfish hu I always want you to be happy and fine.

Sweetu jaise asman mai taare nahi gin sakte vaise hi mera pyaar kitna hai ye nahi bataya ja sakta.  I just love you unconditionally aur jise mai sabse jyada pyaar karti hu. Pata nahi kaise use sabse jyada hurt kar diya. I'm sorry.

Baate ye kabhi na tu bhulna koi Teri khatir hai jee raha.
Jae tu kahi bhi ye sochna koi Teri khatir  hai jee raha.
Tu jaha jae mehfus ho dil mera mean bas ye dua. 

Your happiness matters to me most. I love you and I'm sorry once again bas jab tum mujhe maaf kar do ek baar msg kar dena I'm waiting.