Chapter Forty-Six: Love Me and Don't Look Back
Camryn's pov
I sat on my bed with used tissues surrounding me, sobbing loudly to myself. I cried and cried all day, without anyone stopping so I could get all my emotions out.
These are a lot of emotions.
After what happened this morning, I walked home. I couldn't stand the embarrassment and attention I was getting, it all gave me anxiety and made me claustrophobic.
My curtains were drawn, I wasn't listening to music, my Christmas lights weren't on, I was sad, if you couldn't already tell.
I don't even know why I'm like this, why does all this stuff keep happening to me? It's like I'm a bad luck charm, and all I want to do is cry, I can't stop crying.
Marilyn just thinks it's a good idea to ruin my life. She knows everything that's going on in my life, everyone already knows what happened to my best friend.
So why now?
A knock came from outside my bedroom door, echoing through my room as I stared at my door blankly. They knocked again, gently.
"Camryn, you there?" My mom's gentle voice asked quietly. I sighed and wiped the tears from under my eyes.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm here, come in." I replied as I sat up in my bed. "Cam, you haven't come out of your room all day, please talk to me." She said as her eyes glistened and she slid into the empty spot on the bed next to me.
I faced the other direction so she wouldn't see me about to shed some tears. I looked back towards her and I couldn't take it, I buried my face in her shoulder and sobbed. She consoled me by rubbing my back and tucking strands of hair behind my ear.
"Mom, I can't deal with all this stuff that's been happening to me, I can't. I don't know why or what is happening to me and there's nothing I could do to stop it." I cried even harder.
"Everyone at school thinks I'm a slut because of what Marylin told them, she's so fake and a she's a liar." I ranted through sobs.
"Hold up," My mom stopped me, "Who is this Marylin bitch and what'd she do?" She asked angrily.
"That fucking-"
"Language!" My mother scowled. I squinted at her and lay back on my bed.
"All my past boyfriends, Nick and Carlos, they both cheated on me with her." I told her.
"And then she has tho nerve to-"
"I get it, I get it." My mom sighed as she held up her hand, signaling to me to stop. "Your father-" She began as I interrupted her with a scoff.
"Your aunt Amelia had the idea that she could ruin my life," She groaned as she ran a hand through her hair. "In high school, I'd always catch her kissing or flirting with my boyfriend."
"And then I met your father, and she just...stopped." My mother sounded confused as she looked in the other direction.
"A couple years into our marriage, you and Brian were at school and I was at work, which left your dad at our house..alone."
"I came home from work, so excited to see him, but I didn't expect what I saw." She looked back at me with watery eyes.
"My sister and your dad were in bed...together." Her face turned a deep red, and that rarely only happens when she is angry.
She looked away again with a sigh as I wrapped my arms around her.
"Anyways," She looked back at me again. "This isn't all about me so I'm going to leave you alone, give you some space." She smiled and pecked a kiss on my cheek. I nodded my head and she left tho room, closing the door behind her.
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Aiden's pov
"Flowers, what kind of flowers does she like?" I asked Andrew as I rummaged through my stuff in search of my wallet.
"I don't know she's your girlfriend." Andrew replied as he scrolled mindlessly through his phone. I sighed heavily as I faced Andrew. "Do you know where my wallet is?" I asked, running a hand through my hair.
Andrew looked up at me with his phone in his hand, he wiggled in the bean bag chair he was sitting in and reached his hand behind him and pulled it back out in front of him, where he held my wallet in his hands. I gave him a look before snatching it from him.
"Alright, let's go!" I said as I grabbed my car keys off the table. Andrew groaned loudly as he followed behind me. We got into my car and drove to the nearest florist.
I was a huge dick to Camryn today, I don't even know why I believed my girlfriend's worst enemy over my girlfriend.
Camryn means so much to me, and I know everyone else just sees it as a fling, but it is so much more.
I want to make it up to her, prove that I am more than a boy with a huge crush on her, because I'm not just that.
I am Aiden fucking Daniels, and I am Camryn Fields' boyfriend.
We got to the florist and me and Andrew entered the shop, the two of us sticking out like a sore thumb.
"Hi, what can we do for you today?" The petite lady who walked up to us asked. I thought for a while as I pictured Camryn's face light up as I handed her her flowers.
"Um, actually I'm looking for something, for my girl." I smiled softly. "I have just what you need." She smiled back as she led me to a section, filled with roses of several colors.
But a bouquet of lavender roses caught my eyes immediately, seeing as something Cam would absolutely love. I walked over to them and softly touched one of the roses in the bouquet. "Ah," The lady spoke, "The iconic lavender roses. They usually are a symbol of love at first sight, enchantment, adoration."
"Perfect." I smiled. I payed for the enormous bouquet of flowers as I left with Andrew to Camryn's house.
We got there shortly after and Andrew and I sat in silence as the car parked in front of her house.
"Do you think she's mad at me?" I asked Andrew quietly as I stared at the bouquet of flowers.
"Hmm, gee, I don't know, she so didn't start crying and get embarrassed in front of almost the entire school because you yelled at her." He replied sarcastically.
I glared at him. "I never even told you that how do you know?" I asked. He smirked and looked away. "I have my resources." He stated proudly.
I rolled my eyes and my eyes trailed up to the second floor, to Camryn's bedroom window.
I stared at it for what seemed like forever. I remember the night we snuck out together. The night I finally got to claim her as mine and I was finally hers, all hers. The day my dream came true.
Andrew snapped his fingers in from of my face, bringing me out of my daydream. "Yo, earth to Aiden." I said in a sing- song voice.
I shook my head and blinked. "Right, flowers." I said, "I'm gonna go now." I mumbled as I unbuckled my seatbelt and left the car.
I took a deep breath and walked up to the front door, knocking loud enough while trying to keep my breathing steady.
The door swung open to reveal Camryn's mom, once she saw me, her smile dropped and she lightly glared at me.
I thought I lost my breath for a moment, I don't want to be a burden for Camryn, Or Brian, or especially her mom.
"Hi Ms. Fields." I smiled awkwardly. "Hello Aiden." She forcefully smiled back. "Is C-Camryn here?" I asked as I felt myself begin to sweat nervously.
"Um," She looked over her shoulder, then back at me. "Yes, she is indeed, But she uhh..." She said, I knew she was looking for an excuse for me not to see her.
I looked down at my feet shamefully, then back up at her. "I know you and Camryn probably hate me right now," I said quietly, almost a whisper and barely audible.
"But, she means everything to me. I don't want you or Cam to hate me. I know what I said hurt her, all she wanted was someone to love her. I didn't intend to hurt her, and of course I believed her. I would never lie to her and I know she wouldn't lie to me, because I know everything she's been through. And for everything she's been through, I have always tried my best to be there with her and comfort her."
"All I want to do is love her, I've had the biggest crush on her for the longest time, it's unbelievable, but it's true. Please Ms. Fields, I need to see her, I just want to be the one person who is always there for her, love her, hold her, protect her from all the bad things in this world, and give her all the happiness she deserves." I said as I looked up at her as she held her hand over her heart, a tear running down her cheek.
And then I realized I was crying too. In fact, I was sobbing. I love Camryn Ariel Fields maybe a little too much.
She looked down at her feet as she wipe the tear from under her eye.
"You know what, if she doesn't want to see me, then I totally-" I said before I saw Camryn, standing feet away behind her mother as she held her hands over her mouth, tears running down her cheeks.
"Oh my God," Camryn spoke quietly as her mom turned around to face her. She walked towards her mother.
"Aiden," she cried as she run up to me, wrapping her arms around me tightly.
And I hugged her back. I hugged her back so tightly, like I was never going to let go. Like she was my only life support. I was holding onto her for dear life, and I couldn't let go.
She sobbed into me chest, her petite figure against mine. I rested my chin on top her head as I sniffled.
"I'm gonna leave now." Camryn's mom spoke as she walked into the house quickly. Camryn laughed quietly, her laugh echoing in my mind.
She let go of me, except my hands as she held them tightly. "Aiden?" She whispered as she leaned her forehead against my chest.
"Yes?" I whispered back as I bit my lip nervously, looking down at her as she was the only thing I focused on.
"I love you so much." She whispered as a smile spread across her face and she slowly wrapped her arms around me again.
I smiled brightly to myself as I closed my eyes and held her small body against mine. "I love you so much, Camryn Ariel Fields."
okayyyy I never really planned for an emotional chapter but okay???
And..*sighs deeply*...this story is sadly co in to an end. I might make 50 chapters but guess what??? Can I get a fuckinuhhhh drumroll please
*cue drumroll* I'm making a sequel!1!1!1!
This is what you will probably, most likely, 99.99999999999% look like by the end of this story:
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(also forget to mention, the pic before this one above is Cam's birthgiver)
*SUPERNATURAL SPOILERS!*
omg anyways but SuperFuckingNatural season 13 is in 4 days and I'm so unprepared because Lucifer's child is so beautiful
Like can we just
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and then RIVERDALE SEASON 2????????
and STRANGER THINGS SEASON 2?????
Also, I swear to Chuck if Cas doesn't fucking come back in season 13 I'm gonna bawl my eyes out. Like I already cried when he died so ;(((
*Correction, I sobbed.
*no more spoilers, you're good*
Anyways, don't forget to vote, comment n share !1!1!1! <333 ily all a lot nnnn peace out! <3
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