I updated!! This time a new angst..I just got this from a lyric that I just made (forgive me if it's weird orz). Anyway, enjoy~

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Mafu POV

It's dark..all around me is dark. I can't see anything. My body felt numb. I don't know if my eyes are opened or closed...I can't see anything.

Where am I? What happen? How did I got here?

Many question running around my head. But only one made me panic.

Where's Soraru-san?!

I felt myself sitting up, I glance around. All around me was a black, dark, void space.

"...fu"

Huh...

"...afu"

I heard a distant voice. I glance towards the voice.

"Mafu!!"

I saw a small light. I tried to move my body..to grab that light.

"So...ra..ru..san"

My voice cracked. I cough and wheezed.

"Mafu, wake up!!"

"So..raru..san"

I stood up and ran to the light. I stretched my hand to the light. Suddenly, I was shoved away. I cough a little and looked towards someone who shove me away. My eyes widened.

"Go away.."

I heard a cracked, almost robotic voice. The one who shoved me was...my other self. He got that messy grayish white hair and dull red eyes. His eyes are hard and cold, staring at me.

"No! You go away, I need to reach that light!!"

My other self smirked and turned away.

"As if you'll reach it before me"

He started dashing to the light. My eyes widened as I stood up and make a mad dash.

No, if he reach that light then I'll...

I grabbed his shoulder and shoved him away. I started to ran towards the light but he grabbed my ankle and I fell down. We fought eachother as the light became closer. We reached for the light.

Almost there...

I tried to hold him while reaching for the light.

Just a little more...

The tips of my finger can feel its warmth.

I'll see Soraru-san...just a little bit more...Soraru-san..

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

The sound of beeping machines were heard. Soraru was holding Mafu's hands tightly. His teeth were gritted and tears were staining his cheeks.

"Wake up...Mafu"

Suddenly, Mafu's hand move slightly. Soraru lifted up his head and wiped his tears. His eyes widened.

"M-Mafu..."

Slowly, two red eyes are open. Mafu slowly sit down and stared blankly at the room. When his gaze fell upon Soraru, he smiled slightly.

"Soraru-san.."

Soraru suddenly hugged Mafu tightly.

"Thank godness you wake up..."

Mafu patted Soraru's back as he slightly cough. Soraru realeased his grip on Mafu and stood up.

"I'll take water for you, wait here"

Soraru walked away and leave Mafu behind. Mafu stared at both of his eyes balnkly and somehow, he smirked. He gripped both his hands and stared at the mirror beside his hospital bed.

"I win..."

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

In the darkness, a body curled up into a ball. Sobs, cries, and whines were heard. His soft white hair slowly turning black. Both of his red eyes slowly losing its light. Tears staining his cheeks and sleeves.

"Soraru-san......I'm sorry"

The darkness slowly enveloping him as his cries being muffled by it.

I'm sorry......I lost to him

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Okay, I finished. If anyone didn't understand..feel free to ask me :)

Anyway, thanks for reading~