WARNING: THIS MIGHT BE LONG

Sooo...this is not a joke like the last chapter (even tho I almost feel like it should), this is the real a.n

And for you guys who really thought the last chapter was an A.N pls read it again, it was a trap guys ww.

So you guys know that I've been writing a lot of soramafu and soramafu was my favorite pairing. I mean, soramafu is literally my first yaoi pairing and the first ever pairing that dragged me into yaoi hell. And because a year (?) ago I saw that there's not that many soramafu fic, I made my own soramafu fic and I wrote it almost everyday.

My writing slowed down around the end of last year or the beginning of this year (I forgot), so I haven't make a lot of soramafu one-shots (this book is the prove).
Also around two months ago, I rarely read any soramafu related stuffs or just imagine a soramafu scene in my head like what I always do. And I thought that, I'm not really into soramafu anymore. I'm not even really into anime anymore.

I still love utaite and I still watch anime or read manga sometimes, but I spend less time on them lately. I only see mafu related stuffs in twitter like, once in a while. Heck, I haven't listen to any japanese song for a whole month.
My friend said I got kicked out from japan (lol) and I landed on america. I blame hamilton for this!!

If you understand what I meant. Lately, I got into cartoons and english songs more than anime and japanese stuffs.

Like two or three months ago, I started shipping yaoi pairing in certain cartoons. Usually I only ship anime yaoi pairing, but now it's a different story.
I mean, I literally ship BillDip (my first ever cartoon yaoi pairing and right now, is the first in my top yaoi pairs). I mean, who ship a goddamn yellow triangle dorit- I mean, demon with a 12 years old boy who hasn't reach puberty yet?! Well, apparently a lot of people (including me. I'm fucked up, I know). If you watch Gravity Falls you will know who I meant.

And then there's also klance from voltron which I HAVENT WATCH THE WHOLE EPISODES. But I still ship them. Okay, this is getting out of topic.

So what I'm trying to say from my long-ass-useless-ranting is that I will rarely write soramafu. I won't stop completely, but I probably will just write soramafu once in a while or if I'm in the mood. So this book, might (or not) be discontinued.

I'M REALLY SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

And before you ask. No, I'm not into kpop or korea in general. I don't like kpop, I don't like k-drama, I'm not into it at all and will never be (I'm sorry for kpop fans out there, I apologize). I just don't see it interesting, with the whole girl in my class fangirling on exo and bts, also my mom's habit to watch k-drama and listening to the ost in the car everyday. I'm tired of it, seriously.

I also prefer drawing rather than writing since I enter highschool. But I'm still bad at it. I mean, look at THIS.

Not the best, but I still love it anyway (lol). I still can't draw boyxboy (cri). If you follow me on instagram, you might see my worst drawings ww.

Okay before I rant longer, I should stop. Before that, I just want to say that I love all of you (especially artwork_bean cuz you make the best soramafu fic ever, love you!)

I'll probably miss writing soramafu and maybe god will send me an idea for it (like god will let you make dirty sinful stories)

Anyway, bye y'all, I'll miss you. Remember, I'm not dead yet, just not writing anymore. See ya!!