dear diary,

SAVE ME

IM IN A CLASS ROOM FOR MY FRENCH RESIST TEST WITH LIKE 2 FIRST YEARS

IM A FIRST YEAR BUT THESE ARE THE FIRST YEARS THAT RUN IN THE HALLWAYS TO GET TO THE LSEESON ON TIME WHILE THEY HAVE 10 MINUTES LEFT HELP

AND IM ONLY HERE IN THE CLASSROOM TOO ASKS IF I EVEN CAN DO THE TEST AND THE TEACHER IANT HERE SO I HAVE TO WAIT

LITERALLY HELP HELP HELP

LOKIS OUT AND I CANT EVEN WATCH IT GODDAMNIT

also i'm literally that person that fails a test and then doesn't learn for the resist test💀

and it's french, the french test where i literally wrote "deux noir shoes"

i'm gonna guess their names, they're two girls

the first one is either anne-fleur, rosemarijn or marissa. blonde hair, stripe shirt and short jeans.

the second i don't know, at all. like i just don't. but she seems asian. (idk if that sounds racist... sorry if it does:( )

and 3 boys just walked in

ugh

i'm not guessing their name tho

but they're def 12. wannabes 🤚

lol i just remembered my ex is on this school.

oh 2 kids from my class just walked in😃

THIS BITCH HAS A SIX WHY IS SHE HERE

oh the other has a 3, just like me💅🏻

oh the teachers here. bye:)

(13:15)

REALLY UNIVERS?!!!

REALLY?!!!!!!!

MY FUCKING EX WALKED IN

WHAT THE HELL UNI

i like him tho, he's nice

also we dated when we were like, 8. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT

(14:14)

(loki spoilers)

SKSKSKSKKSKSKSSKS I JUST WATCHED LOKI OMG IM DYING HELP OMG IT WAS SO GOOD I LOVE IT AND IM IGNORE THE SCENE WHERE HE WATCHED HE DIED AND BASICALLY EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT AND MISS MINUTES IS FUCKING SCARY LIKE HOLY QUACAMOLY (IDK HOW TO WRITE THAT) ALSO CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED ON THAT PLANE IM CONFUSED MAYBE ITS BECAUSE IM A 13 YEAR OLD OR IM JUST STUPID EITHER WAY I AM SCARED BC LOKI WAS ALREADY ONE OF MY FAVES AND HES DEFINITELY GETTING HIGHER UP UNTIL HES NEXT IN LINE TOO BUCKY AND IF THESE TWO ARE MY TWI FAVES IM DOOMED BECAUSE THEN ITS FOR SURE IM MENTALLY VERY MUCH UNSTABLE

oh and also idk i'm half done with the hunger games movies and like i'm confused, don't explain bc i'll watch them and i don't want a spoiler tho i have one question; is peeta dead? like if it shouldn't be obvious what happened to him dotn tell me but if it's obvious he's dead and i'm stupid please tell me

xx je moeder

(18:00)

OH GOD HELP ME AGAIN

WTF WHY

AMERICA EXPLAIN

AMERICAN SONG CONTEST?!!! CANT WE HAVE ONE THING?????? FUCK OFF

EVERYONE WHO TELLS ME THIS WILL BE FUN LEAVE MY PAGE ALSO LEAVE IF UR PROBLEMATIC BUT THIS WILL ONLY BE FUN FOR ONE REASON

🤩🤩🤩🤩bullying americans🤩🤩🤩🤩

i LOVE bullying americans, especially when they do shit like trying to cancel måneskin because they used the word 'slave' in a song

and they still asks us why we hate on them🤡

listen if ur american i don't hate you directly, i only hate you if ur an AMERICAN

there's a difference

yea..

oh btw i have badminton in like an hour so bye:)

(19:03)

y'all i think i lost myself😍🥳🤪👻

(19:33)

yk that moment when you go to sport practice but nobody's there yet and you start to question your whole existence and timeline?

is it wednesday?

wait did i leave an hour early?

i have practice at 8 right?

did they make it earlier again?

wait did they move it an hour later?!

wait yea it's wednesday, loki came out today

.....

it'd come out on wednesday right?

do i even play badminton?

what if they cancelled it?!

wait my training... is it even here?

do i usually go on my bike?

*checks phone*

oh i'm 15 minutes early, nevermind

(19:50)

wait why does my trainer gives actually really good advice while like hyping us up and giving tips during matches-?

today he said my fav of all time

❤️‍🔥dare to smash❤️‍🔥

and then he doesn't mean hulk smash he means a badminton stroke

it's kinda basic shit like

don't give up

oh sophie i really liked the walking here, you did that very good (he repeated that like 5 times)

come on sophie, you got this (i played a match against two people on my own and i almost won🙃)

tho my personal fav, and i learned this on my own "don't give anyone anything" yes i'm talking about a match where i played against like 10-year-olds and yes i gave them some points and yes we won but they almost did so yes, don't give anyone anything. especially when you don't want too. may seems egoistic, it is, but hey you'll win the match.

(21:32)