Should I be mad, at the fact  that you didn't realize I was blue 

darling I'm self harming all because of you

can you feel all my sorrows  start to swallow you whole as you search my room

Looking for a non-existing truth

look at all these bruises on my thighs, how you even look me in the eyes

answer  me! why am I the only one who survived ?

why,why,why,why,why

oh why?

why, why,why why