At some point I started to wonder
When it was you who got my heart beating faster
But now I've realised, for a year now
You've been the one on my mind
You've been the one making me weak at the knees
And I'm afraid I crave your love

It's not like I need it
I can live without it
But when I think about living in a world
Without you in it
I'm not sure I want to be there
I just want to be where you are all the time

And I've become a sucker for your love
Even if I had it I don't think I'd be able to get enough
Because you're the one behind my eyes
I think you're the one person who defeats me
Cause you make me fall for you like this
And it's not fair, it's not fair

I can't make you feel the same
And it's a fucking drag
I'm afraid I'm going to stay alone
I'm going to live in this world without you
But once you're gone
Will I have the strength to go home?

If you ever need it, it's not going away
Even if you leave me
I think it's here to stay
Because my feelings for you
Aren't like a bruise
Just a wound in my heart

I don't think words will express it
It's like a light in the dark
It shines brighter than everything else
And since a year ago, so do you
I'm so afraid of not being able to love you
Not like this again

Because I've had rough patches in love
With someone who just couldn't get enough
And I'm scared that you're going to feel the same
And it's going to be like him all over again
So I'm sorry if you don't understand my love
But trust me, there is enough for a lifetime.

Written: 01/12/15