I've dealt with things I've never felt
I've breathed in toxins I've never experienced
I'm stealing things I've never even touched
What is this? What is this?
What are you, creeping up into my heart?
You fell to the pit of my stomach
or was that my heart when you looked at me?
Was it? Was that it?
But I'm feeling things I've never dealt with
I'm experiencing toxins that I'm not breathing in
I'm touching things I'm just wishing I could steal
Have I touched your heart yet?
My words are travelling like sound waves
Making their way back to you
Even if you have absolutely no clue who I really am
So don't forget that I'm here
Don't forget I'm still planning on stealing
Your other half, even if it's already with someone else
What is this? What is this?
I don't even know what I'm feeling
Like I don't know what my words mean anymore
But everything's about you once again
I want to steal every part of you but how can I
When there's none of me left?
Every part of me is embedded in your skin
And I want your eyes to flutter closed like snow
Falling from the highest branches of a broken tree
Why can't you fall for me?
What's this? What is this?
I've built up so many walls and I don't trust anyone
So how did you manage to capture a stray piece of my stupidity?
It's undeniable that my idiocy keeps leading me back to you
And I can't count how many times I've fallen at your feet
You've got me exactly where you want me
But why isn't it the other way around? Why's this?

Written: 27/01/16