I've lost my last piece of sanity because of you
I'm drowning, so save me even if I'm submerged with you
I can't see the sun, I can't see the moon, I can't see you
And it feels like rehab cause I'm losing my last hope
After all this time, I've realised I've been relying on you

Ever since we met, I've only been dreaming of you
I'm suffocating in your hold around my heart
But take it, it belongs to you now
No matter how hard I try I can't change the reality
Of you not wanting me back

Your non-existent love is coursing through my veins
And quite frankly, it's driving me insane
'Cause it's here on the inside but it's missing on the outside
I'm wishing on a star that left last night
It's morning now and you're out of sight

I'm stuck here loving you while you're out
Probably having fun with somebody new
No matter how many times the direction of the wind changes
Your eyes'll never land on me
And that's okay because you won't find beauty here

In sickness, in health, but you're making me sick
With those undeniably lovely eyes and believable lies
I'm hung up over you like a washing line
Set me out to dry because my cheeks are stained with my tears
The tears I cry when you aren't near

Your non-existent love is coursing through my veins
And quite frankly, it's driving me insane
'Cause it's here on the inside but it's missing on the outside
I'm wishing on a star that left last night
It's morning now and you're out of sight

Written: 22/12/15