They say separation hurts and absence makes the heart grow fonder
And this time apart from you is just making my mind wander
Into an abyss of pain and solitary wishes for you to be here
It feels so long since your touch has been somewhat near
I'm left in a pool of darkness and my own blood
Head bashed against the window panes, light stolen by the night

Won't you say anything?
Tell me you hate me, at least it's something
It's silent and I'm feeling the pain of the loss of you
Whisper that you love me and I'll tell you, too
It'll be too long before I see you again, I'll have drowned again
Mind crushed by wishful thinking and broken by imagination

I'll scream out that anything hurts less than your absence
'Cause when you aren't here nothing seems to make sense
My feelings aren't justified by the way you treat me
There's no contact between you and me when you're gone, why can't there be?
Wear me out, break me down like I'm a chemical bond
But the only chemicals here are from the romance on my behalf

Kaleidoscope eyes, changing at every angle
I can't catch you, it's from you that I can't disentangle
We're intertwined like our fingers should be
I'm shaking, you're not close enough to me
I can't see your face again, calm me down, I don't wanna break
Can you piece me back together again?

Won't you say anything?
Tell me you hate me, at least it's something
It's silent and I'm feeling the pain of the loss of you
Whisper that you love me and I'll tell you, too
It'll be too long before I see you again, I'll have drowned again
Mind crushed by wishful thinking and broken by imagination

I wish the way we were would just stay the same
I wish you'd tell me why you felt the need to change
I wanna lean against you and fall in love all over again
Instead you're just messing up everything that's going on in my brain
I'm missing you like a child misses its mother
I'm craving you like you're gone all the time

But it's only a matter of time until we meet again
And I promise you I won't talk about the pain
I'll just whisper words of the feelings I have for you
But ha, that's a joke, I'll never tell you
'Cause I know love just leads to rejection
And out of all of the ones I've loved, I want you the most.

Written: 22/12/15