On these high cliffs of the ocean, I heard

cries of the ones who gave up long ago

And now that I am standin' on top of it

I can't help but think like them too

I taught myself how to sing just so I

could try to draw out all the negativity

I'm sick of pretending to be someone else

Just because there's no place for the actual me

Will I be stayin' in this prison of emotions for life?

With only the darkness to guide me all day?

Now that this ache inside my heart keeps growin'

There's nothing else in front of me but death

There's literally no one out there for me

 who truly cares and understands me

I hurt in silence every second and pray that 

you love me enough to see that I'm not okay

Someone supportive of my dreams

It's what I want, to see myself in stages

But now that I realize the hard truth 'bout it

I know that it'll always remain a wish

 I just can't help the sinking of my heart

And I wish there was some way out of it

For my throat's getting dry from crying

And my whole body's shaking so badly

{Will I be... I'm not okay}

I kinda feel like giving up right now

Somebody, please put me out of this misery

As I'm standing up here in wonder

Will it be death or 'nother anxiety attack?

{Will I be... I'm not okay}