There are things I've been holding back

that would make anyone call me mad

It's why I don't bother to let them know

I want things to get better and not worse

Fakin' these smiles as a daily routine

Talkin' normal just so no one knows

Trynna fit in to socialize and

Not have anybody on my back

Oh, can I live in a parallel world?

A world where my life can get better

Where there's nothing to worry about

And there's no such thing as sorrow

I want to have a normal life, at least once

with the perfect guy who'd always be there

I want to have a happy life, at least once

with a lovin' dog and a house to live in

Having nightmares and hallucinations

Having anxiety and sleepless nights

Having no one to talk to when tired

Having no place that I can call my home

Gettin' out of bed to cry my heart out

Turnin' on the tap to hide my sobs

Huggin' myself telling me to hold on

 just a little bit more, you'll get better

{Oh can I... live in}

Cause I've had enough of this life

I've tried to get better on my own

But it just doesn't work out for me

So please take me away to a parallel world

{Oh can I...live in}