Sometimes I do wish to go far

from this hostile world that, I live in

And sometimes I do think to myself

How would my life be with a change?

How do we get rid of all the things

that hurt us every day and night?

Can we have a few moments at least

with nothing to worry about?

Oh, I stay up all night and

cry myself to sleep, alone

And I never walk away

You all just let me go

I forget all that you've done to me

Cuz I know I can't ever live straight

and that I would have to live a ghost

If I were to think about all of it daily

I've  never felt belonged at home 

coz there's nothing there but 

yelling and screaming that I

don't know how to communicate

Y'all call me anti-social, don't you?

Every single time, you find me wrong

You judge me and push me away, remindin'

me why I build up these walls in the first place

{Oh, I stay...all of it daily}

Do you know how it feels

To be living in a place like a hell

A place where the sun doesn't shine

A place where darkness roams around

Oh, there's a world where hate rains on us

Every single day, it's the same cycle again

It's a place where happiness is just a word

And where sorrow binds you to its arms

I wasn't ready for this, I don't think I'll ever be

What else can I do but write these feelings of mine

Well I guess sometimes all that matters is that

I'm still trying even though nothing's helpin'